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\n V\u0259 bird\u0259n anlay\u0131ram, bizim bir-birimizi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz qalmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f
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\n Fikir vermi\u015f\u0259m, havaxt \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n Amerika a\u00e7madan dilinin ucundak\u0131lar\u0131 birba\u015fa yaz\u0131rsan, h\u0259r k\u0259s maraqla oxuyur, h\u0259tta h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 hay\u0131l-may\u0131l olursan. El\u0259 ki, h\u0259min hissl\u0259rd\u0259n yaz\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rsan, onda \u015fir\u0259si \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f m\u0259hsula d\u00f6n\u00fcr. \u0130nt\u0259has\u0131 standart \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259 g\u00f6z ox\u015fayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259liq\u0259li. \u00dcsl\u00fcb, m\u0259ntiq, h\u0259tta m\u0259na da var. Sad\u0259c\u0259 azadl\u0131q yoxdur. O azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259 salm\u0131san ki, guya h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda olsun.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m n\u0259mli duy\u011fular\u0131 ev\u0259 \u00e7atar-\u00e7atmaz birba\u015fa \u201cFacebook\u201d s\u0259hif\u0259m\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fcm. Yuxar\u0131da sadalanan qaydalar\u0131 vecim\u0259 almadan. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumru\u011fumla sil\u0259r\u0259kba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259 sonda o yumru\u011fun a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda g\u0259zdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, eyn\u0259n anam\u0131n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u00fc barmaqlar\u0131 kimi. N\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, yaz\u0131n\u0131n nec\u0259 h\u0259ssasl\u0131q v\u0259 sevgi il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, birt\u0259h\u0259r oldum. Ka\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259qal\u0259 ed\u0259ydim dey\u0259. D\u0259rhal da ets\u0259ydim, bunun art\u0131q o yaz\u0131 olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
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\n Yolumun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki Beyn\u0259lxalq Bankla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz s\u0259kid\u0259 oturub x\u0259yala dalm\u0131\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck bir itd\u0259n x\u0131rda bir hekay\u0259t idi. M\u0259n marketd\u0259n sosiska alana q\u0259d\u0259r ordan uzaqla\u015fan, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra bilm\u0259diyim heyvana \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyim \u00e7abalar\u0131 t\u0259svir etmi\u015fdim. Ac\u0131ndan s\u0131n\u0131xm\u0131\u015f heyvan\u0131n son q\u0259pikl\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f o sosiskan\u0131 tamarz\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, sanki ona \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haldan-hala d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259nim x\u0259trim\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. V\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n bacarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki onun yerind\u0259 bir az \u0259vv\u0259lki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm…\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cO itin yerind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k\u201d kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r ifad\u0259dir. Amma olan\u0131 budursa, ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n niy\u0259 qa\u00e7aq? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259mi ki, qohumlar biz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259r, qon\u015fular salam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 gec alarlar, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik? Az \u015fey deyil \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, daha ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r olmasayd\u0131. O d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri qazanmaq v\u0259 ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7imizd\u0259 adid\u0259n aliy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259kl\u0259r \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. Ki, bu g\u00fcn, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bel\u0259 azad s\u0259tirl\u0259r yaza bil\u0259k:\n<\/p>\n
\n …\u201cBu arada bir ma\u015f\u0131n saxlay\u0131r, q\u0131rx q\u0259piyi unudub otururam, it\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa ba\u015fqa yolum da qalmay\u0131b. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc u\u015faq bizim k\u00f6hn\u0259 n\u0259sild\u0259n N\u0259rgizin o\u011flu imi\u015f. G\u00fccl\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131m. Polis \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda it\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131ram. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259d\u0259fd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu. Q\u0259fil saxlad\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Sosiskan\u0131 iki b\u00f6l\u00fcb it\u0259 verir\u0259m. D\u0259rhal yemir, h\u00fcnd\u00fcr boyunu \u0259yib bir az baxandan sonra a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Bax\u0131\u015flar adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. Ar\u0131qlam\u0131\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6vd\u0259si, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tox tutmas\u0131 s\u0131radan biri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan soraq verir. \u018flimi \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. S\u0131z\u0131ldayan ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 uzad\u0131b yan\u0131ndaca, x\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmaq ke\u00e7ir \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n. Amma getm\u0259liy\u0259m. N\u0259rgizin o\u011flunu da yollad\u0131m getdi. \u018flimi uzatsam ne\u00e7\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n saxlamaz ki… Amma h\u0259r k\u0259sin b\u00fcdc\u0259si var. O xaltur\u015fikl\u0259rin d\u0259.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u0130ti polisin yan\u0131nda qoyub gedir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k ver\u0259n olmasa da, incitm\u0259zl\u0259r y\u0259qin. Arxaya baxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam da, hiss el\u0259yir\u0259m g\u0259li\u015fini. Ev\u0259 apara bilm\u0259r\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn o \u201cJEK\u201d k\u00f6\u015f\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. B\u0259s neyl\u0259yim? Qap\u0131da qoya da bilm\u0259r\u0259m. H\u0259y\u0259candan \u0259ll\u0259rim t\u0259rl\u0259yir. Bird\u0259n, g\u0259lsin, deyir\u0259m, b\u0259rab\u0259r ged\u0259k. Onsuz da bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 onun it kimi it olma\u011f\u0131 var, n\u0259 m\u0259nim adam kimi adam… \u00c7atmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m oralardan a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r uzaqla\u015f\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n
\n V\u0259 bird\u0259n anlay\u0131ram, bizim bir-birimizi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz qalmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Bu ger\u00e7\u0259yi \u00f6z heyvan f\u0259hmi il\u0259 o m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l duyub y\u0259qin… \u201d\n<\/p>\n
\n (M\u0259tn\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259li\u015f edilm\u0259yib)\n<\/p>\n
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\n Beyn\u0259lxalq Bank\u0131n \u0130dar\u0259 Hey\u0259tinin ke\u00e7mi\u015f s\u0259drinin xalqdan v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n o\u011furlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 milli g\u0259lirl\u0259r hesab\u0131na Londonda h\u0259yat s\u00fcr\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u0259cn\u0259bi itinin yaln\u0131z ayl\u0131q yem\u0259k v\u0259 aksesuar x\u0259rcl\u0259ri 3200 manat imi\u015f! \u0130t kim ki, s\u0131radan az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ail\u0259sinin x\u0259yal bel\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi bir m\u0259bl\u0259\u011f… \u00d6z\u00fcm \u0259n sad\u0259 r\u0259q\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00d6lk\u0259ni \u00e7al\u0131b-talayan oliqarx-m\u0259mur z\u00fcmr\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn say\u0259mizd\u0259 \u00e7oxdan adil\u0259\u015fmi\u015f h\u0259yat t\u0259rzidir. Bayaq m\u0259n dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, \u201co itin yerind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d, (Londondak\u0131n\u0131n yox \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259) bunun n\u0259yi a\u011f\u0131r olsun ki? \u018fksin\u0259, \u00e7ox normald\u0131r. \u201c\u0130t ol, b\u0259xtin olsun\u201d demirdimi atalar\u0131m\u0131z? Amma boynunun bahal\u0131 z\u0259nciri \u0259lilin-z\u0259lilin haqq\u0131ndan h\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f o dustaq it b\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r deyil. Bizim \u0259zabke\u015f q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131z is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ehtiyac v\u0259 ac\u0131lar\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n \u201cbe\u015f manatl\u0131q killer\u0259\u201d tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n he\u00e7 olmasa azad g\u0259zib dolanacaq.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259r canl\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201ckilleri\u201d var. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yazar Elnur Astanb\u0259yli demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201c\u0259dal\u0259t olmayan yerd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259r q\u0259tldir\u201d…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
V\u0259 bird\u0259n anlay\u0131ram, bizim bir-birimizi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz qalmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":119513,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_sitemap_exclude":false,"_sitemap_priority":"","_sitemap_frequency":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-197078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-menim-fikrimce","infinite-scroll-item","generate-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-33","no-featured-image-padding"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n