\n M\u0259l\u0259k filan deyil\u0259m. Geriy\u0259 baxanda, \u201cka\u015f ki etm\u0259y\u0259 idim, dem\u0259y\u0259 idim\u201d- kimi \u00e7ox s\u0259hvim var. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 xat\u0131rlayanda \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn q\u0131zard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, t\u0259rl\u0259diyimi hiss edir\u0259m. Amma he\u00e7 biri m\u0259n\u0259 bir qad\u0131n, m\u00fc\u0259llim v\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f kimi al\u00e7ald\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m se\u00e7ki g\u00fcnl\u0259ri kimi x\u0259cal\u0259t vemir. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 utancla xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram… Vicdan\u0131mdak\u0131 bu l\u0259k\u0259ni t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimin f\u0259rqind\u0259y\u0259m. Bir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi \u015fagirdl\u0259rim\u0259 v\u0259 onlar\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 edil\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck x\u0259yan\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259nim d\u0259 pay\u0131m oldu\u011funu fikirl\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m. Ka\u015f ki o anda susmasayd\u0131m, \u201cyox\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259k c\u0259sar\u0259ti o anda \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 tapa v\u0259 indi bu y\u00fckl\u0259 ya\u015famayayd\u0131m…\n<\/p>\n
\n 2013 \u2013c\u00fc ilin prezident se\u00e7kil\u0259rin\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Katib\u0259 d\u0259rs ke\u00e7diyim ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan boylan\u0131b: \u201cT\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcsd\u0259 direktorun ota\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d, – dedi. Qan\u0131m qarald\u0131. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259xmin edirdim. B\u00fct\u00fcn ay\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na girmirdim, az qala m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259t g\u0259lib-gedirdim. \u00dcmid edirdim ki, unudarlar, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmazlar. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 se\u00e7kil\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdim, bir d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim, o iyr\u0259nc s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259ri bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Amma bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, gizl\u0259nm\u0259yimin k\u00f6m\u0259yi olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n Direktorun ota\u011f\u0131na gir\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m nitqim\u0259 ba\u015flama\u011fa imkan verm\u0259di. El\u0259 \u201cAdil m\u00fc\u0259llim, ax\u0131 sizd\u0259n xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdim, m\u0259ni bir d\u0259 se\u00e7ki…\u201d – dey\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131mda qoydu: \u201cM\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilir\u0259m, sizi d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, siz d\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, bu ya\u015f\u0131mda h\u0259bsxanaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yirsiz? Bir g\u00fcn k\u00f6m\u0259k edin m\u0259n\u0259, bu i\u015fi q\u0259zas\u0131z-b\u0259las\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259k, can\u0131m\u0131z qurtars\u0131n\u201d.\n<\/p>\n
\n Daha sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ustal\u0131qla dostluq, duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259t, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik, milli d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, s\u00f6zaras\u0131 vaxtil\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi d\u0259st\u0259yi vur\u011fulad\u0131. O dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca, q\u0259tiyy\u0259timin yox oldu\u011funu hiss edirdim. Bir az da davam ets\u0259ydi, respublikam\u0131zda ged\u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng abadl\u0131q-quruculuq i\u015fl\u0259ri, iqtisadiyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259nm\u0259si na\u011f\u0131l\u0131na inanacaqd\u0131m. Bu l\u00fczumsuz nitqd\u0259n qurtulma\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fqa yolu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131rd\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u00c7ar\u0259siz: \u201dYax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m\u201d, – dedim. \u00c7\u0131xanda, arxadan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u201dM\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131ndan Yaqut v\u0259 \u0130rad\u0259y\u0259 deyin, yan\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcnl\u0259r\u201d. \u0130ndi bu nitqini onlara da t\u0259krarlamal\u0131 idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n Direktorumuza h\u00f6rm\u0259tim vard\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, pis insan deyildi, istedadl\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u00e7\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l f\u00fczuli\u015funasd\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 pis yazm\u0131r. Saatlarla F\u00fczulid\u0259n q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r dey\u0259 bil\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r vaxt\u0131nda m\u0259mur olma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259ydi, \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f simalardan biri ola bil\u0259rdi. Amma indi \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259d\u0259bi f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti icra hakimiyy\u0259ti ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n nitq m\u0259tnini yazmaqd\u0131r… H\u0259, bir d\u0259 prezident rayona g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 rayon ictimaiyy\u0259ti ad\u0131ndan o dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n Se\u00e7ki g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, hava h\u0259l\u0259 alaqaranl\u0131q idi. Uzaqdan bir-iki polis ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yirdi, icra hakimiyy\u0259tind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n R\u0259\u015fad da orada idi. \u018fll\u0259rini belin\u0259 qoyub, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259m vermi\u015fdi, ba\u015f ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259r hans\u0131 insident\u0259 haz\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u00e7ox sual ver\u0259n m\u00fcxalif\u0259t n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcv\u0259nlikl\u0259, xarici m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 yum\u015faql\u0131qla cavab ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. Se\u00e7ki komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n nahar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil etm\u0259yi d\u0259 ona tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n
\n Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 se\u00e7kil\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259n ucuz restorandan bir qazan qaraba\u015faq sifari\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Odur ki, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin ondan z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi. Yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m, salam verm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259zliy\u0259 vurdum.\n<\/p>\n
\n Yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, ad\u0131m v\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7isi oldu\u011fum partiyan\u0131n ad\u0131 olan ni\u015fan\u0131 taxmam\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7antamdan tap\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m. \u201cAna V\u0259t\u0259n Partiyas\u0131… Ged\u0259k V\u0259t\u0259nin anas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011flar qoyaq…\u201d, – dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131m. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n partiyan\u0131n r\u0259hb\u0259rinin ad\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, h\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131, bird\u0259n soru\u015fa bil\u0259rdil\u0259r. Ba\u015fqa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 fakt\u0131 xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, he\u00e7 bir \u015fey al\u0131nmad\u0131. \u201cC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 ki\u201d, – deyib i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7dim.\n<\/p>\n
\n Se\u00e7ki komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczvl\u0259ri art\u0131q orada haz\u0131r idil\u0259r. \u018fks\u0259riyy\u0259ti m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259hb\u0259rliyind\u0259n v\u0259 direktorun etibarl\u0131 adamlar\u0131 idi. Onlara h\u0259m d\u0259 komissiya \u00fczvl\u0259ri kimi q\u0259pik-quru\u015f da olsa pul yaz\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, biz m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r is\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259y\u0259 aid idik, m\u00fcft\u0259 saxtakarl\u0131q ed\u0259n qorxaqlar…\n<\/p>\n
\n 89 sayl\u0131 G\u00f6y\u00e7ay-A\u011fda\u015f se\u00e7ki dair\u0259si kamera il\u0259 t\u0259chiz olunmu\u015fdu. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 kamera il\u0259 nec\u0259 davranmalar\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u0259trafl\u0131 t\u0259limatlar verilmi\u015fdi. Ad\u0131 bizim m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259nin siyah\u0131s\u0131nda olan v\u0259 olmayan m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 s\u0259sverm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onba\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131lar t\u0259yin olunmu\u015fdu v\u0259 h\u0259r biri d\u0259 \u00f6hd\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n v\u0259zif\u0259ni bilirdi.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u018fslind\u0259, s\u0259sverm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n, valideynl\u0259rd\u0259n utan\u0131b k\u00fcncd\u0259 gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmasayd\u0131m v\u0259 tam \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f vicdan\u0131m ara-s\u0131ra narahat etm\u0259s\u0259ydi, \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li bir tama\u015fa idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n Komissiyan\u0131n s\u0259dri olan direktorumuz \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kameraya tutub penc\u0259yini d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k se\u00e7kinin ba\u015flanmas\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259smi olaraq elan etdikd\u0259n bir-iki saat sonra, maraql\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259r el\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 bir-birini \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 ki, art\u0131q vicdan\u0131m susub hardasa gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi v\u0259 m\u0259n prosesd\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131rd\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bin idman m\u00fc\u0259llimi Kaz\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki geyimind\u0259, qara god\u0259kc\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259li sur\u0259td\u0259 bir salam verdi, s\u0259s verdi v\u0259 getdi. Sonra yen\u0259 g\u0259ldi, bu d\u0259f\u0259 dama-dama jaketd\u0259 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda “beyzbolka”, yen\u0259 s\u0259s verdi v\u0259 getdi. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 boz palto geyinmi\u015fdi v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 eyn\u0259yi var idi. S\u0259s verdi v\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda biz\u0259 g\u00f6z vurdu v\u0259 getdi. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 informatika m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz Hac\u0131 M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d m\u00fc\u0259llim barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 detektorla yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 ya yoxlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi edirdi. Y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131lar d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259 adamlar\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na qat\u0131b f\u0259xrl\u0259 g\u0259tirirdi. T\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa s\u00f6z ola bilm\u0259zdi. Adamlar\u0131 se\u00e7kiy\u0259 da\u015f\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn mikoavtobuslar t\u0259yin olunmu\u015fdu.\n<\/p>\n
\n Se\u00e7icil\u0259rin aras\u0131nda Ruhiyy\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259dim. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin o biri ba\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, d\u0259rsl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lib-getm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi v\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, ba\u015fqa m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259d\u0259 siyah\u0131da idi. Amma buradan \u201c\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyirdi\u201d v\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011fa \u0259sas\u0259n borcunu yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Komissiya \u00fczvl\u0259ri rollar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259la oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ruhiyy\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fanda, guya ad\u0131n\u0131 siyah\u0131da axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi bir xeyli siyah\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fir, qol \u00e7\u0259kdirirdil\u0259r. Ruhiyy\u0259 qutuya yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qatlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fclleten(l\u0259r) el\u0259 qal\u0131n idi ki, qutudan ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 xeyli z\u0259hm\u0259t s\u0259rf etdi.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bird\u0259n hay d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, xarici m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r g\u0259lir. Komissiya \u00fczvl\u0259ri x\u00fcsusi canf\u0259\u015fanl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u00dczl\u0259rd\u0259ki yor\u011fun ifad\u0259 yalan\u00e7\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z olundu. Direktorun him-cimi il\u0259 Kazim v\u0259 Ruhiyy\u0259 mu\u0259llim kimi se\u00e7icil\u0259r, onba\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131lar qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi, el\u0259 bir qurba\u011fa g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 da\u015f atd\u0131lar. S\u0259hn\u0259 bo\u015fald\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda maraqs\u0131zla\u015fd\u0131. Xarici m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7i bizim t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirib se\u00e7ki kabin\u0259l\u0259rinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131. El\u0259 h\u0259min anda kabin\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 bir se\u00e7ici il\u0259 bizim onba\u015f\u0131lardan biri birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ki, se\u00e7iciy\u0259 \u0130lham \u018fliyevin ad\u0131n\u0131 tapma\u011fa k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. Xarici m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7i t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanacan izl\u0259di. Direktorumuzun r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, qanl\u0131-qanl\u0131 onba\u015f\u0131ya baxd\u0131, onba\u015f\u0131 is\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 gunahkar ifad\u0259 il\u0259 qurbanl\u0131q quzuya ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, arxa fonda bir h\u0259zin musiqi olsayd\u0131, Oskarl\u0131q dramatik film s\u0259hn\u0259si idi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259ldi ki, b\u0259s onba\u015f\u0131: \u201cSe\u00e7ici oxuma-yazma bilmir, bulleteni onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oxuyurdum\u201d, – deyib. Amma direktorumuz sakitl\u0259\u015fmirdi, bu s\u0259hvin onba\u015f\u0131ya baha ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259lum idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n N\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259rs b\u00f6lg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259n az\u0131 be\u015f saat d\u0259rs\u0259 \u0259lvida dem\u0259li olacaqd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n G\u00fcnorta saatlar\u0131ndan sonra adamlar azalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Direktorumuz yen\u0259 narahat olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, \u201cBizim m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259d\u0259 qeydiyyatda olan m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7il\u0259rimiz niy\u0259 s\u0259s vermir?\u201d, – deyib biz\u0259 g\u00f6z el\u0259di. \u018fvv\u0259c\u0259 \u0130rad\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 s\u0259s verdi.\n<\/p>\n
\n T\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li idi, b\u00fclletenl\u0259ri ustal\u0131qla bir-birinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qatlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qutuya at\u0131b, f\u0259xrl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, ke\u00e7ib yerind\u0259 oturdu. S\u0131ra Yaqut m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldi. O, \u0130rad\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 kimi zir\u0259k deyildi, bir \u015feyi anlamas\u0131 zaman al\u0131rd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n Kabin\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qutuya yax\u0131nla\u015fanda ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qatlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fclletenl\u0259ri qoltu\u011funa vurmu\u015fdu. Qutunun yan\u0131nda dayan\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259ki b\u00fclletenl\u0259ri t\u0259k-t\u0259k qutuya atma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r, kommisiya \u00fczvl\u0259ri:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cYaqut, kamera!\u201d,- dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsalar da, o, el\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015f\u0131nd\u0259 idi. Direktorumuzun r\u0259ngi a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259k tutmas\u0131 ke\u00e7irm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 idi. B\u00fclletenl\u0259ri qutuya doldurma\u011f\u0131na ara ver\u0259n Yaqut bizim s\u0259simizi e\u015fidib boyland\u0131, elind\u0259 qalan iki-\u00fc\u00e7 b\u00fclleteni havaya qald\u0131r\u0131b: \u201cEl\u0259 bunlar qal\u0131b, qurtar\u0131ram, n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259l qatm\u0131s\u0131z?\u201d, – dedi. Yox, Adil m\u00fc\u0259llimi, do\u011frudan, bu d\u0259f\u0259 infarkt vuracaqd\u0131…\n<\/p>\n
\n M\u0259ni s\u0259s verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131randa h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bayaqk\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u0130nsanlar nec\u0259 ki \u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259rini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r, m\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bilirdim ki, bu hadis\u0259l\u0259rin m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259xli yoxdur, sad\u0259c\u0259, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131yam. Komissiya \u00fczvl\u0259rinin oturdu\u011fu stola yax\u0131nla\u015fanda art\u0131q ba\u015fqa \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259d\u0259 idim, daha g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Direktorun t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat \u00fczr\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi: \u201cH\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bilirsiniz d\u0259, n\u0259 etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r\u201d, – dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Bir-birinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub ona yax\u0131n b\u00fclletenin qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131. B\u00fclletenl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb kabin\u0259y\u0259 yollananda dizl\u0259rim \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bayaqdan susmu\u015f vicdan\u0131m oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, art\u0131q \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 bitmi\u015fdi v\u0259 m\u0259n bu saxtakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 deyil, birba\u015fa i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fumu tam \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259rk edirdim. \u018flimd\u0259ki b\u00fclletenl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m, yaz\u0131lar\u0131, adlar\u0131 oxuma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, he\u00e7 n\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259rfl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u015fagirdl\u0259rim\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259t, insan l\u0259yaq\u0259ti, d\u00fczg\u00fcnl\u00fck haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nimi x\u0259cal\u0259t t\u0259rinin basd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259dim. B\u00fclletenl\u0259ri bir-bir nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi qaralama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m, bir ne\u00e7\u0259sini qaralama\u011fa s\u0259brim \u00e7atmad\u0131, el\u0259c\u0259 bo\u015f halda o biril\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub qatlad\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc o\u011fru kimi hiss edirdim, el\u0259 bilirdim ki, kims\u0259 el\u0259 indic\u0259 kabin\u0259nin p\u0259rd\u0259sini aralay\u0131b m\u0259ni cinay\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131nda yaxalayacaq. Kabin\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, ham\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini m\u0259n\u0259 zill\u0259yib, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259ki b\u00fclletenl\u0259ri say\u0131r, qutuya \u00e7at\u0131b bu y\u00fckd\u0259n can\u0131m\u0131 qurtarma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sdim, bir-birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qatlanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fclletenl\u0259ri qutuya buraxd\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
\n M\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7i stoluna yax\u0131nla\u015fanda ba\u015f\u0131m gic\u0259ll\u0259nirdi…\u00c7antam\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb: \u201cHava alma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram\u201d, – dedim.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cB\u0259s s\u0259sl\u0259ri sayma\u011fa qalmayacaqsan?\u201d – sual\u0131na cavab verm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bay\u0131ra atd\u0131m. Soyuq pay\u0131z havas\u0131 m\u0259ni yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259tirirdi, ba\u015f gic\u0259ll\u0259nm\u0259m ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, amma \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 incidirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevgi il\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259kt\u0259b binas\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259 miskin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc…Sabah bu binaya d\u0259rs dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131tmal\u0131 idim.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bu g\u00fcn bir d\u0259st\u0259 aciz, qorxaq v\u0259 yalan\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi m\u0259hv edilmi\u015f u\u015faqlara sabah el\u0259 h\u0259min qorxaqlar c\u0259sar\u0259td\u0259n, v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131… \u201c\u018fclaflar…\u201d, – qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xan s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcnvan\u0131 kim idi, bilmirdim… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, ham\u0131m\u0131z.. V\u0259 ya el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm…\n<\/p>\n
\n M\u0259kt\u0259bin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda, t\u0259msil etdiyim partiyan\u0131n ad n\u0131\u015fan\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 boynumda oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u00c7\u0131xard\u0131b bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131m. Ana V\u0259t\u0259n Partiyas\u0131… \u0130ki add\u0131m o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 i\u00e7i zibill\u0259 dolu arx ax\u0131rd\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 se\u00e7kil\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan direktorumuz ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 arx\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259tdirm\u0259diyind\u0259n, arx da\u015f\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131 basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00fcfun\u0259t iyi g\u0259lirdi, Ad ni\u015fan\u0131n\u0131 arxa tullad\u0131m v\u0259 bulan\u0131q suda yox olma\u011f\u0131 uzun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Dig\u0259r zibill\u0259r\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, axd\u0131 v\u0259 getdi…\n<\/p>\n
\n Redaksiyadan: Ayg\u00fcn Hac\u0131yeva haz\u0131rda AB\u015e-da (Ohio) t\u0259hsil al\u0131r. AAUW( American Association of University Women) beyn\u0259lxalq t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr. Buna q\u0259d\u0259r is\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7ay \u015f\u0259h\u0259r Nizami ad\u0131na 7 sayl\u0131 tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yib, 2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259 \u201c\u0130lin \u018fn Yax\u015f\u0131 M\u00fc\u0259llimi\u201d, 2015-ci ild\u0259 is\u0259 \u201cQabaqc\u0131l T\u0259hsil \u0130\u015f\u00e7isi\u201d m\u00fckafatlar\u0131n\u0131 \n Meydan TV 7 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlasa da, yaz\u0131da ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259yib. Yaln\u0131z onu deyibl\u0259r ki, Adil M\u0259mm\u0259dov i\u015fd\u0259n azad edilib.\n<\/p>\n
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