\n H\u0259r\u0259miz ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 vaxtlarda t\u0259xmin\u0259n eyni yolu g\u0259lib Bak\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259siydik. \u0130ki dost kimi d\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi, bir qad\u0131n, bir ki\u015fi kimi d\u0259. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n poetik, romantik, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin t\u0259rt\u0259miz, saf vaxtlar\u0131yd\u0131\u2026\n<\/p>\n
\n \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259yin etdiyimiz yer\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n hay-k\u00fcyl\u00fc izdiham\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.\n<\/p>\n
\n D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulduq. Acl\u0131q-susuzluq, yor\u011funluq da vard\u0131 o y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u0259, adam\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmay\u0131b ovuclar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 axan h\u0259y\u0259can da. Amma biz t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n taleyin apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 qeyri-adi s\u0259mt\u0259 gedirdik.\n<\/p>\n
\n G\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015f s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011f koftam\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259l o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u015fir\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n l\u0259k\u0259ni vecim\u0259 almay\u0131b deyib-g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Normalda bel\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131lsam da, o g\u00fcn bir udum suyu b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz adamlardan y\u00fcz ilin do\u011fmas\u0131 kimi utan\u0131b el\u0259m\u0259dim. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu \u00fczd\u0259n yad m\u0259kanda ax\u015fam\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n yaranan bir t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f d\u0259 yox idi. Hans\u0131 ki, qar\u015f\u0131da \u0259yal\u0259t \u0259hlinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox qap\u0131larda q\u0131zardan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k problemi vard\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n Biz o gec\u0259 rayona qay\u0131tmad\u0131q. \u018flimiz\u0259 se\u00e7m\u0259 bazar meyv\u0259l\u0259ri al\u0131b \u201cflan a\u011fac\u0131n m\u0259hsuludur\u201d dey\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r komfortunda \u201cyurd h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u201d hans\u0131sa qohumla qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 fantaziyalar uydurmad\u0131q. Y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b birba\u015fa d\u0259miryolu va\u011fzal\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131q.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bir d\u0259f\u0259 soyuq evd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b r\u0259fiq\u0259min t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259ri isti va\u011fzalda a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Rayona qatarla gedib-g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn va\u011fzal\u0131n dilini-sirrini o bilirdi. \u0130ntizarla qatar\u0131n vaxt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yib son anda oturacaqdan qopmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259 yaxud g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda qalx\u0131b g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda oturmaq xo\u015fuma g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bir d\u0259 \u0259limizi yand\u0131ran qaynar kakao i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc uzaq s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xas\u0131 adamlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoymaq\u2026\n<\/p>\n
\n O m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m saatlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqa harda ya\u015famaq olard\u0131 ki? O gec\u0259 o va\u011fzalda bizim q\u0259d\u0259r haval\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xt adam tap\u0131lmazd\u0131. Gedib-g\u0259l\u0259n, \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb-qar\u015f\u0131layan h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 qollar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b mitinqimizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdik. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flanan azadl\u0131q y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 suluqlam\u0131\u015f ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015firin s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan duydu\u011fumuz m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259ti h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdik.\n<\/p>\n
\n Paytaxtdan \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u015fi\u015fkin, \u0259yin-ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z b\u0259rbad, \u00fcst\u0259lik bir az axsaya-axsaya \u00e7\u0131xsaq da, \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131z o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l idi ki, ev\u0259 tez \u00e7at\u0131b bunlardan qurtulmaq ist\u0259mirdik. \u018fksin\u0259, ba\u015flanan h\u0259r\u0259kata davaml\u0131 qat\u0131lmaq bar\u0259d\u0259 planlar qururduq. Art\u0131q paytaxta ged\u0259n yollar\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131lmayacaqd\u0131, ora daha \u00e7ox hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259 getdiyimiz bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdik. Art\u0131q amal\u0131m\u0131z, m\u0259qs\u0259dimiz b\u0259lli idi. Biz azadl\u0131q, meydan sevdal\u0131lar\u0131 olmu\u015fduq. M\u0259n \u00f6z pay\u0131ma o vaxtdan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc harda axtard\u0131msa, Azadl\u0131q meydan\u0131nda tapd\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
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\n Bug\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmayan n\u00f6mr\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Mitinq\u0259 ged\u0259kmi?\n<\/p>\n
\n S\u0259sini d\u0259rhal tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259dim. \u00d6lk\u0259nin a\u011f\u0131r h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259ri h\u0259r\u0259mizi bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 atandan dem\u0259k olar ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fck. Ayaqqab\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 vuranda kim oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m. Ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi o mitinq-y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n. Ondan sonra da ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131z bu yolda az qanamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma b\u0259lli bir vaxtdan b\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n mitinq d\u0259ft\u0259rini ba\u011flay\u0131b yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u201cq\u0131z\u0131l fonduna\u201d qoymu\u015fdum.\n<\/p>\n
\n X\u0259ttin o ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 dost cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Amma o cavab \u00e7ox m\u0259tl\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259liydi. Onlardan ki:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Art\u0131q n\u0259 meydan o meydand\u0131, n\u0259 d\u00f6vran o d\u00f6vran. Koftama t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n o dadl\u0131, ucuz limonad indi bahal\u0131 \u201cJal\u0259\u201dl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrilib adam\u0131n \u00e7iynini yand\u0131r\u0131r. Qara k\u00f6yn\u0259k geyinir\u0259m daha, qaran\u0131n l\u0259k\u0259d\u0259n, at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n qorxusu olmaz.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cAyaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z incits\u0259, axsaya-axsaya g\u0259z\u0259rik\u201d, dedin. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir el\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131z da axsay\u0131ram. \u0130ndiki mitinql\u0259rd\u0259 gec\u0259y\u0259 qalmaq imkan\u0131 yoxdu, h\u00f6kum\u0259t \u201cM\u0259hsul\u201d stadionunda vaxt\u0131 futbol hakimind\u0259n bet\u0259r d\u0259qiqlikl\u0259 say\u0131r. D\u0259miryolu va\u011fzal\u0131nda is\u0259 o qatar\u0131n dal\u0131nca baxm\u0131rlar…\n<\/p>\n
\n Olsun, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 o do\u011fma meydan \u0259n x\u0131rda cizgil\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bizl\u0259rin ruhuna, can\u0131na hopub. V\u0259 ordan ba\u015flayan azadl\u0131q ruhunu \u0259n sonuncu i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r kims\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259n s\u00f6k\u00fcb atmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Ged\u0259k mitinq\u0259…\n<\/p>\n
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