\n N\u0259s\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa b\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f o gec\u0259 he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259diyim halda \u201cFacebook\u201d \u00fcnvan\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n iki c\u00fcml\u0259lik mesaj\u0131 \u201cg\u00f6rm\u0259k\u201d zorunda qald\u0131m. M\u00fc\u0259llif g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m orta dolan\u0131\u015fql\u0131, bit\u0259r\u0259f m\u00f6vqeli v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cVirtual dost\u201d oldu\u011fumuz g\u00fcnd\u0259n hakimiyy\u0259t\u0259 olan q\u0259z\u0259bini s\u0259xav\u0259tl\u0259 \u201cpassiv m\u00fcxalif\u0259t\u201d olaraq m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259yirdi. Ona m\u00fclayimc\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259r qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259nin bir i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259hs etm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulub, art\u0131q bu dialoqlara son verm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. Amma \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 alovlu mesajlar\u0131n da guya laqeyd qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k, o gec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nim h\u00f6km\u00fcm\u00fc imzalay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f: \u2013 Xo\u015fca qal\u0131n, m\u0259n soyuq \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7dim…\n<\/p>\n
\n H\u0259yat\u0131mda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259hz onda eyn\u0259yimin bir az \u0259vv\u0259l aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda qal\u0131b s\u0131nmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rind\u0259n t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259ndim. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 onda i\u015fimin m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey verm\u0259diyini etiraf v\u0259 t\u0259sdiq etm\u0259kd\u0259n savay\u0131 \u00e7ar\u0259m qalmad\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 onda \u00e7oxu kimi standart ola bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259m getdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki o t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri gec\u0259nin saat ikisind\u0259 normal adama yazmazd\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u0130nsanl\u0131q namin\u0259 onu tap\u0131b q\u0259rar\u0131ndan da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259sini ist\u0259yim dey\u0259nd\u0259… adam\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201c\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc\u201dn\u00fc qeyri-ixtiyari canl\u0131-canl\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131m v\u0259 ondan sonra m\u0259nim d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131mda h\u0259r \u015fey z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrildi.\n<\/p>\n
\n O z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rim h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz idi. Ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 hiss etmirdim. Sad\u0259c\u0259 beynim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi: \u201cS\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa \u0259vv\u0259l onu tapacaqlar, son mesaj\u0131n\u0131 oxuyub sonra m\u0259ni aparma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Adam x\u0259b\u0259r verib ax\u0131, intiharla ba\u011fl\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 xilas edil\u0259c\u0259yi an\u0131 \u00fcmidl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yib d\u0259. Di g\u0259l ki, m\u0259n bu intihar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Lap tutaq ki, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f verdi, tutmad\u0131lar m\u0259ni, \u00f6z\u00fcm b\u0259s bu vicdan y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yaram?\u201d O y\u00fck\u00fcn madd\u0259si yaz\u0131 stolumun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ydi. Cinay\u0259t M\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259sinin b\u00fct\u00fcn cildl\u0259rini al\u0131b ora y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, laz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259 \u0259limizin alt\u0131nda olsun. Amma bu i\u015fl\u0259r niyy\u0259tl\u0259 olmurmu\u015f ki, kitab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb madd\u0259mi oxuma\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u00c7atdak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6nd\u00fckc\u0259, evd\u0259 meyitl\u0259 t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015f kimi d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdim. T\u0259r \u00e7oxal\u0131r, h\u0259y\u0259can art\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 yegan\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t \u015fey s\u0259h\u0259rin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdi ki, o halda bel\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u00fczd\u0259 he\u00e7 bir \u00fcmid i\u015fart\u0131s\u0131 yox idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n Hava g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131. Saatlarla p\u0259r\u00e7im oldu\u011fum yerd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k asan olmasa da, qalx\u0131b birt\u0259h\u0259r paltar dolab\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldim. Q\u0259za vaxt\u0131 ki\u015fi xeylaqlar\u0131n\u0131n qad\u0131n dolab\u0131ndan paltar da\u015f\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rsini alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m dey\u0259 b\u0259zi z\u0259ruri \u015feyl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcm sellofan torbaya y\u0131\u011f\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131m: \u201cSonra g\u0259tir\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d.\n<\/p>\n
\n S\u0259sim qulaqlar\u0131mdan getm\u0259mi\u015f ev telefonu z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. Telefona deyil, saata baxd\u0131m. S\u0259kkiz\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Bu vaxtlar kims\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurmazd\u0131. Tan\u0131yanlar tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131na, tan\u0131mayanlar tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259. Dem\u0259li, \u00e7al\u0131nan \u0259c\u0259l z\u0259ngi idi… B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc toplay\u0131b d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. R\u00fctb\u0259sini v\u0259 soyad\u0131n\u0131 qeyd ed\u0259n polis \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131 bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011funu bildirib xahi\u015f t\u0259rzind\u0259 soru\u015fdu:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Qap\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rsizmi?\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, qap\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rsizmi? Yox bir, l\u00fctf\u0259n-zad. Bu n\u0259 bi\u00e7im rahatl\u0131qd\u0131? Orda m\u0259nim h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsizliyim \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n o boyda adam…\n<\/p>\n
\n Gerisini fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 davam ed\u0259 bilm\u0259yib kitab dolab\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 bir-iki \u00f6z\u0259l, d\u0259y\u0259rli \u0259\u015fyalara son d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r salaraq h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru \u201cyola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m\u201d. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n uzun, \u0259n m\u0259chul yollar\u0131ndan birin\u0259 ki, o yolda m\u0259saf\u0259 zamana deyil, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\n<\/p>\n
\n Keyimi\u015f ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259mir darvazadan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 sald\u0131m. Polis ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda qon\u015fularla dan\u0131\u015fan r\u00fctb\u0259li polis d\u0259rhal yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b min ilin tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Kameran\u0131z i\u015fl\u0259yirmi, Nazl\u0131 xan\u0131m?\n<\/p>\n
\n Gec\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259ri s\u0259sli dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa heyim qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fc kamera m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirdi:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 \u00dczb\u0259\u00fcz qon\u015funuzun t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z budkas\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131blar gec\u0259. Yetmi\u015f manat pul apar\u0131l\u0131b. \u0130z\u0259 isti-isti d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn icaz\u0259nizl\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131zdak\u0131 kameran\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259yirik. Sizi d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar-a\u00e7\u0131lmaz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 narahat etdik.\n<\/p>\n
\n Narahat olmaq bu situasiyada d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fckafat\u0131 idi v\u0259 m\u0259n ill\u0259rdir qap\u0131m\u0131zda bo\u015f-bo\u015funa duran t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlik kameras\u0131n\u0131n say\u0259sind\u0259 o \u201cm\u00fckafat\u0131n\u201d da dad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n
\n N\u0259zak\u0259tli r\u0259is bizim kameraya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n yetmi\u015f manatl\u0131q o\u011frunun bir yolunu tap\u0131b tutacaq. M\u0259n is\u0259 ill\u0259rdir h\u0259yat\u0131mdak\u0131 axmaq \u201ct\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rin\u201d bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sinin izin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259yib taleyin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ironiyas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m…\n<\/p>\n
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\n Yaz\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llifin fikirl\u0259rini \u0259ks etdirir v\u0259 Meydan TV-nin m\u00f6vqeyi il\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r.
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N\u0259s\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa b\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f o gec\u0259 he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259diyim halda \u201cFacebook\u201d \u00fcnvan\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n iki c\u00fcml\u0259lik mesaj\u0131 \u201cg\u00f6rm\u0259k\u201d zorunda qald\u0131m<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":80491,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_sitemap_exclude":false,"_sitemap_priority":"","_sitemap_frequency":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-186445","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-menim-fikrimce","infinite-scroll-item","generate-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-33","no-featured-image-padding"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n