\n Gec\u0259ni yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u0259h\u0259r on bir rad\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 telefona z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Tan\u0131\u015f olmayan n\u00f6mr\u0259d\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f olmayan s\u0259sl\u0259 bir adam hal-\u0259hval tutub m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. \u00c7ox n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 ondan \u0259g\u0259r t\u0259cili deyils\u0259, ba\u015fqa g\u00fcn\u0259 saxlamas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f etdim.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 T\u0259cilidir, dedi, siz\u0259 kitab\u0131m\u0131 verm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
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\n \u2013 Kitab\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 vaxt \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ki?
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\n \u2013 \u0130ni\u015fil.\n<\/p>\n
\n M\u0259ni yaddan \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 xeyli minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q ed\u0259r\u0259k, \u201caradan \u00e7\u0131xmaq\u201d ist\u0259dim:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Siz\u0259 bir ma\u011faza ni\u015fan vers\u0259m, ora qoya bil\u0259rsizmi? M\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m.
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\n Adam q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:
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\n \u2013 Xeyr, bir d\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin, \u00f6z\u00fcm sizin t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, qap\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7at\u0131ram.\n<\/p>\n
\n …T\u0259xmin\u0259n altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fi g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyim yerd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k \u0259lind\u0259ki yum\u015faq cildli kitab\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 qoydu. Bel\u0259 hallara aid b\u00fct\u00fcn xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259ri deyib \u00fczr ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, tan\u0131\u015f olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 soru\u015fdum. M\u00fcsahibim d\u0259rhal sualdan al\u0131n\u0131b onu xatr\u0131lamad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf etdiyini bildirdi. M\u0259n q\u0259za sonras\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ox z\u0259ifl\u0259diyini izah ed\u0259r\u0259k, onsuz da \u015fi\u015fib qazana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpma\u011fa yer axtaranda qona\u011f\u0131m insafa g\u0259lib tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q bar\u0259d\u0259 ip ucu verdi. He\u00e7 dem\u0259, doxsan\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 yerli q\u0259zetin g\u0259nc m\u00fcxbiri oldu\u011fum zamanlar h\u0259v\u0259skar oxucu kimi bizim q\u0259zet\u0259 yaz\u0131lar g\u0259tirirmi\u015f. Redaktorun tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 onun \u015feirini i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259mmi\u015f ki, \u201cburda d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bir \u015fey yoxdu, amma \u00e7ox vacibdirs\u0259, bu m\u00f6vzuda \u00f6z\u00fcm t\u0259krar sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015fey yaz\u0131m\u201d…\n<\/p>\n
\n H\u0259min hadis\u0259ni d\u0259qiqlikl\u0259 xat\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, xeyli utand\u0131m. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik redaktorumuz \u018fziz m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck insan idi. Q\u0259zetin qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131b redaksiyaya yaz\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n kims\u0259nin \u00fcmidsiz qay\u0131tmas\u0131na yol verm\u0259zdi. D\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 h\u0259r birimiz\u0259 xat\u0131rladard\u0131:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 \u018fg\u0259r kiml\u0259rs\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131b-yaratma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlarsa v\u0259 o hissl\u0259ri biz\u0259 etibar edirl\u0259rs\u0259, dem\u0259li, buran\u0131n ferma, ticar\u0259t obyekti, bazar olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131rlar. Z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kin, siz d\u0259 onlara, g\u0259tirdikl\u0259ri yaz\u0131-pozuya h\u00f6rm\u0259t v\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131lmad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcbut edin. Biz onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn burday\u0131q, onlar bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil…
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\n \u018fziz m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 olmayanda b\u0259zi m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259nclik eqosu il\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nadir hallar\u0131n ba\u015f verm\u0259diyini dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Amma \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda bel\u0259 hallar\u0131n say\u0131 orda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ill\u0259rin say\u0131ndan \u00e7ox ola bilm\u0259z. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 olub ki, o da t\u0259rslikd\u0259n iyirmi be\u015f ild\u0259n sonra kitab\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259ni ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evim\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n adama qar\u015f\u0131…\n<\/p>\n
\n Qonaq ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra imkans\u0131z k\u0259nd adam\u0131n\u0131n kitab\u0131nda \u201cbahal\u0131\u201d m\u00f6vzular g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259k qorxusundan h\u0259diyy\u0259ni a\u00e7may\u0131b yerin\u0259 qoydum. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki kitab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb baxan k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostlardan biri t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 \u0130ndiki vaxtda adam k\u0259ndin ucqar\u0131nda vaxt tap\u0131b h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi yaza, yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7ap etdir\u0259, o kitab\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin ail\u0259vi r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 aid birc\u0259 s\u0259tir t\u0259rif olmaya.
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\n \u018fvv\u0259l zarafat bildim. Sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yib do\u011fru oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. S\u0259liq\u0259li saxlan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f nimda\u015f geyimli \u0259s\u0259bi ki\u015finin ged\u0259rk\u0259n dedikl\u0259ri qulaqlar\u0131mda t\u0259krar s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u2013 Y\u0259qin fikirl\u0259\u015firsiz ki, bu kitab m\u0259nim harama yara\u015f\u0131r? Bilir\u0259m, yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131n poeziya il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si olmaya bil\u0259r. \u018fn ucuz n\u0259\u015friyyatda \u00e7ap olunub dey\u0259 s\u0259hvl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7oxdu. M\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 kims\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259d\u0259n, yaltaql\u0131q etm\u0259d\u0259n, a\u011fac yona-yona, da\u015f qald\u0131ra-qald\u0131ra b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm. Dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan art\u0131r\u0131b onlara t\u0259minatl\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k qura bilm\u0259dim. \u00d6vladlar\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 bu kitab\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcb-qo\u015fdum ki, ya\u015fa dolanda atalar\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu bilsinl\u0259r. Bundan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyacaqlarm\u0131, x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rmi, \u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0259rar ver\u0259rl\u0259r…\n<\/p>\n
\n Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 8 aprel mitinqi \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam. Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi \u015fablon, c\u0131l\u0131z m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259rin getdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc bir mitinq izl\u0259dim. Sad\u0259 \u0259yal\u0259t adam\u0131n\u0131n bitm\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259yat mitinqini. Q\u0259tnam\u0259si d\u0259 stolumun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259dir:\n<\/p>\n
\n \u201cKim\u0259 deyim bu d\u0259rdi m\u0259n\u201d…\n<\/p>\n
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\n Yaz\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llifin fikirl\u0259rini \u0259ks etdirir v\u0259 Meydan TV-nin m\u00f6vqeyi il\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r.
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