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\n Aktrisa Aida Ta\u011f\u0131yeva: “Qohumlar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xt qad\u0131nam…”
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\n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda, Tbilisid\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n H.\u018fliyev ad\u0131na Tbilisi Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pe\u015f\u0259kar Dram Teatr\u0131 \u0259v\u0259ll\u0259r “N\u0259rimanov Klubu” ad\u0131yla tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, sonra is\u0259 milli dramaturgiyan\u0131n banisi M.F.Axundovun ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Sovet zamanlar\u0131ndan burada M.F.Axundovun, \u018f.Haqverdiyevin, N.N\u0259rimanovun, H.Cavidin, C.Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131, C. M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzadnin, Z.Hac\u0131b\u0259yovun, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcrc\u00fc dramaturqlar\u0131 A.Seretelinin, M\u00e7edli\u015fvilinin, d\u00fcnya dramaturgiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirilirdi.
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\n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131ndan olan jurnalist v\u0259 aktrisa Aida Ta\u011f\u0131yeva bu teatrda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u0130ndiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r M.F.Axundovun “Misyo Jordan v\u0259 D\u0259rvi\u015f M\u0259st\u0259li \u015eah” \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 \u015e\u0259r\u0259fnis\u0259, A.\u00c7exovun “El\u00e7ilik” pyesind\u0259 Nataliya Stepanovna, K.Abdullan\u0131n “Bir-iki, bizimki..”sind\u0259 Qad\u0131n obraz\u0131, E. \u018ff\u0259ndiyevin “Sol\u011fun \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r”ind\u0259 Sara obraz\u0131, Q.Eristavinin “Sehirli papaq” pyesind\u0259 \u0259r\u0259b q\u0131z\u0131, D.Kldiashvilinin “Darispanin \u0259ziyy\u0259ti” \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 Karojna kimi obrazlar yarad\u0131b.
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\n Aida Meydan TV-y\u0259 G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259d\u0259ni m\u00fchitind\u0259n, onlar\u0131n teatra m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n, etnik az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 aktrisa olaraq, v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259ki \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
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\n – Aida, ondan ba\u015flayaq ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, milli teatr\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00fcmumi olaraq, nec\u0259dir?
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\n – \u00d6nc\u0259 qeyd edim ki, teatr\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n haz\u0131rk\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00e7ox pisdir. Tama\u015fa g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz s\u0259hn\u0259, m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz, iclas ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz isti ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 yoxdur. Maa\u015flar is\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 veril\u0259n t\u0259qa\u00fcdd\u0259n d\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Teatrdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ayl\u0131qla he\u00e7 bir insan adi ehtiyaclar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 t\u0259min ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir aktyor teatra maa\u00e7 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmir, h\u0259r k\u0259s teatr\u0131 sevdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oradad\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Bildiyim q\u0259d\u0259ril\u0259 siz d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 dig\u0259r ixtisas\u0131n\u0131zdan g\u0259l\u0259n g\u0259lirl\u0259 t\u0259min edirsiniz. Aktrisa olmaq v\u0259 az\u0259rbaycandilli tama\u015falarda oynamaq bir maraqd\u0131r, ya m\u0259hz \u00f6z dilimizd\u0259 teatr\u0131n olmas\u0131 arzusu?
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\n – \u015e\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259nim hiss etm\u0259k v\u0259 canland\u0131rmaq ist\u0259diyim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r obraz var. Teatrda olma s\u0259b\u0259bim o obrazlar\u0131 canland\u0131rmaq v\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131ya zaman-zaman insanlar\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259r hiss edib, nec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, hans\u0131 probleml\u0259rl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259st\u0259rm\u0259kdir. Onu da qeyd edim ki, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda Az\u0259rbaycan inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259tini t\u0259msil ed\u0259n yegan\u0259 yer bizim teatrd\u0131r. Ba\u015fqa bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 alternativimiz yoxdur.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Aktyor yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n, teatr kollektivinin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fczvl\u0259ri az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lard\u0131r, ya g\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259r d\u0259 var?
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\n – Haz\u0131rda teatrda t\u0259xmini 13-14 aktyor-aktrisa var, teatrda zaman-zaman d\u0259v\u0259t olunan g\u00fcrc\u00fc, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcrk aktorlar\u0131 i\u015ftirak edirl\u0259r. M\u0259n 16 ya\u015f\u0131mda teatr\u0131n studiyas\u0131nl bitirib, sonra r\u0259smi i\u015f\u00e7i olaraq i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. Art\u0131q 10 ildir ki, teatrda i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. Tama\u015falar Az\u0259rbaycan, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcrc\u00fc dilind\u0259 qoyulur. Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 auditoriyam\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7oxu az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lard\u0131r, lakin g\u00fcrc\u00fc tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar da maraqlan\u0131b g\u0259lirl\u0259r.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Az\u0259rbaycandilli tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n teatra mara\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131?
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\n – \u015e\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259n g\u00fcrc\u00fc teatrlar\u0131n\u0131n repertuarlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zb\u0259r bilir\u0259m, teatr\u0131, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259ti sev\u0259n insana d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdur, o, \u00f6z\u00fc teatra getm\u0259yin yolunu tap\u0131r. Bizd\u0259 tama\u015falar olanda m\u0259kt\u0259b m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rind\u0259n tutmu\u015f, QHT r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259, s\u0259firlik n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 kimi d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, qeyd edim ki, yax\u0131n ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandak\u0131 s\u0259firliyinin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini teatra d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259rk\u0259n teatr\u0131n harda yerl\u0259\u015fdiyini bilm\u0259yib \u00fcnvan\u0131 bizd\u0259n soru\u015fdu. Bu, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda yegan\u0259 Azerbaycan teatr\u0131d\u0131r v\u0259 H. \u018fliyevin ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r, ax\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 ay\u0131bd\u0131r. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rmayanda da inciyirl\u0259r, guya bunlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o tama\u015faya g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259na k\u0259sb edirmi\u015f. Teatr\u0131n “Facebook” s\u0259hif\u0259si var, 24 saat m\u0259nas\u0131z videolar izl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r girib, s\u0259hif\u0259ni izl\u0259sinl\u0259r. Bir tama\u015fa g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259li olanda s\u0259fil-s\u0259fil b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn az\u0259rbaycandilli qurumlar\u0131 g\u0259zib, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, iki tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 bir araya g\u0259tir\u0259s\u0259n. Aylarla haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n, onlar\u0131n m\u0259d\u0259ni h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259rf etdiyin \u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir d\u0259 minn\u0259t\u00e7i d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, tama\u015faya g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbursan.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Bir d\u0259f\u0259 tama\u015fa oynayark\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n azl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259 teatrda \u00f6zl\u0259rini aparmalar\u0131ndan \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015fdiniz…
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\n – B\u00f6y\u00fck bir hiss\u0259sinin g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259ri bir b\u0259lad\u0131rsa, g\u0259lm\u0259kl\u0259ri ondan \u00fc\u00e7qat a\u011f\u0131r b\u0259lad\u0131r. Bir qram utanmaq hissi olmayan, teatrda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aparma\u011f\u0131 bacarmayan tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z var. Bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259 t\u0259svir edim, v\u0259h\u015filik, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tsizlik v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259sizliyin sintezidir. Ehtiyac var ki, yaz\u0131b teatr\u0131n giri\u015fin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rasan: “\u018fziz tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar, teatra i\u00e7ki, yey\u0259c\u0259k, tum, cips g\u0259tirm\u0259k qada\u011fand\u0131r, telefonla, pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 ayaqqab\u0131yla girm\u0259k, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq, aktrisalara \u0259d\u0259bsiz replikalar atmaq, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259k, tama\u015fa zaman\u0131 zala girib-\u00e7\u0131xmaq, tama\u015fa zaman\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b kameran\u0131, fotoaparat\u0131 aktorun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 soxaraq \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k (jurnalistl\u0259r\u0259 aiddir) q\u0259ti qada\u011fand\u0131r.” Bu adamlar m\u0259kt\u0259b v\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7a u\u015faqlar\u0131 deyill\u0259r ax\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc elita hesab edib, ziyal\u0131 qismind\u0259n sayan insanlar var ki, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 ged\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n bix\u0259b\u0259rdirl\u0259r. H\u0259r bir aktyor q\u0131\u015f\u0131n soyu\u011funda aylarla m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r edib, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b az\u0259rbaycandilli teatr\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn (yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 ya pis), tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n maarifl\u0259nmasi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 tama\u00e7a\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lib s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6y\u00fcb, a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni deyib, 1 d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 3-4 ayl\u0131q \u0259ziyy\u0259tinin alt\u0131ndan girib, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – V\u0259ziyy\u0259t bu q\u0259d\u0259r faci\u0259vidir, y\u0259ni?
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\n – \u0130nan\u0131n, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n, \u0259d\u0259bsiz replikalar\u0131ndan s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 partnyorun s\u0259sini e\u015fitmirs\u0259n, obrazdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, olursan \u0259s\u0259bi insan, az qals\u0131n tama\u015fan\u0131 d\u0259yand\u0131r\u0131b, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259n at\u0131lasan onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259. Hirs s\u0259ni bo\u011fur, rol yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, s\u00f6zl\u0259ri unudursan. \u018flind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lmir, neyn\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259nin auditoriyan budur, s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259suliyy\u0259t bu adama m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti, teatr\u0131 sevdirm\u0259kdir. Sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259 arxas\u0131nda m\u0259yusluq ke\u00e7irib, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na bo\u011fulursan. Ax\u0131 bizim tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn biz\u0259 bunu r\u0259va g\u00f6r\u00fcr? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insanlar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r bigan\u0259dirl\u0259r? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insanlar ictimai, m\u0259d\u0259ni yerl\u0259rd\u0259 elementar davran\u0131\u015f qaydalar\u0131n\u0131 bilmirl\u0259r?\n<\/p>\n
\n Bir g\u00fcn tama\u015faya baxma\u011fa getmi\u015fdik. Oturaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z “ziyal\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zdan” biriy il\u0259 yan-yana d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Durmadan mesajla\u015f\u0131r, gah qalx\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259, gah g\u0259lib oturur yerin\u0259, gah durub ayaqda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, gah s\u0259sli mesaj g\u00f6nd\u0259rir. Soru\u015fanda da deyir: “\u0130\u015fim var, vacib m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, b\u0259s n\u0259 edim, cavab verm\u0259yim?” Qarda\u015f, i\u015fin var, dur \u00e7\u0131x get, n\u0259y\u0259 oturmusan? Bu insan hans\u0131 tama\u015faya gets\u0259, bel\u0259c\u0259 telefon \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Y\u0259ni bu c\u00fcr insanlara inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259ti, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti nec\u0259 ba\u015fa salasan? El\u0259 insanlar var ki, onlar\u0131n teatra g\u0259lm\u0259si qada\u011fan olmal\u0131d\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, siz g\u00fcrc\u00fc teatrlar\u0131nda olursunuz, orda da bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc?
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\n – G\u00fcrc\u00fc teatr\u0131na bel\u0259 hallara \u00e7ox nadir rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olar, \u0259vv\u0259la, g\u00fcrc\u00fc teatrlar\u0131nda h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir tama\u015faya baxmaq ist\u0259yirsinizs\u0259, biletl\u0259ri bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn, h\u0259tta b\u0259z\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259lisiniz. B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259ri ke\u00e7, g\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259rin el\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u0259lir tama\u015fa izl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, yazar\u0131n ad\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f, \u0259s\u0259rin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131na kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – B\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259yusluqlara r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n i\u015finiz\u0259 davam edirsiniz. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz ki, n\u0259 vaxtsa normal tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 auditoriyas\u0131 toplamaq, h\u0259d\u0259f qrupunuzun \u00fczv\u0259ri aras\u0131nda teatra getm\u0259k, baxmaq \u0259n\u0259n\u0259sini formala\u015fd\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?
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\n – Yuxar\u0131da da qeyd etdiyim kimi, el\u0259 insanlar var, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m ki, onlar n\u0259 vaxtsa teatra tama\u015faya baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r. Haz\u0131rda teatra d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259n, tama\u015faya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifini tan\u0131yan, maarifl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n, teatrdan ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 veril\u0259n mesajlardan t\u0259sirl\u0259n\u0259n, oturub \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sual-cavab ed\u0259n insanar\u0131n say\u0131 barmaqla say\u0131lacaq q\u0259d\u0259rdir. Bu insanlar az olsalar da, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n teatr\u0131 sevdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lirl\u0259r v\u0259 bu, \u00fcmid verir insana. B\u0259lk\u0259 o bir ne\u00e7\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 say\u0259sind\u0259 v\u0259 bizim aras\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259y\u0259n tama\u015falar\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 ist\u0259diyimiz kimi tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 auditoriyas\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259 bildik, amma bu, \u00e7ox \u0259m\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n bir prosesdir.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Siz\u0259 dostlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rinizi \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u015f\u0259rtil\u0259, he\u015f tama\u015fadan sonra g\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan olubmu?
\n <\/i>\n<\/p>\n
\n – \u0130ndi yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 olub. Xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. G\u00fcl ikinci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li olsa da, b\u0259z\u0259n insan\u0131 ruhland\u0131r\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 tama\u015faya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 aktyora, aktrisaya g\u00fcl almaq, m\u0259nc\u0259, sevindirici hald\u0131r. \u018fvv\u0259l\u0259r he\u00e7 g\u00fcl ver\u0259n yox idi. Son ill\u0259r d\u00fcz\u0259lib, dostlar diqq\u0259t edir bel\u0259 hallara, ama \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin ki, s\u0259ni tan\u0131mayan tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 yolda g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u00fckan\u0131na girib, g\u00fcl al\u0131b h\u00f6rm\u0259t namin\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 ed\u0259. Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z 5 larilik bileti almaq ist\u0259mir. Tama\u015faya 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259 qala \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259n z\u0259ng edirl\u0259r ki “Aida, g\u0259l, m\u0259ni i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ir, qap\u0131da m\u0259nd\u0259n bilet pulu ist\u0259yirl\u0259r”. S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k, camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b onu i\u00e7\u0259ri salmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn “dayday” v\u0259zif\u0259sini yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259s\u0259n. Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 biletin qiym\u0259ti 5 lari idi, A.Xorava ad\u0131na aktyorlar evinin 500 ki\u015filik salonuna g\u00fcc-b\u0259layla t\u0259xmini 100 adam g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, oradan is\u0259 sat\u0131lan bietl\u0259rin say\u0131 26 idi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t olunan tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 xaric, ham\u0131s\u0131 ya tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qla, ya da nec\u0259s\u0259 pulsuz girmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Heyk\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl da\u015f\u0131yanlar tama\u015faya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl alma\u011fa heyifl\u0259ri g\u0259lir. G\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 “bileti 5 lariy\u0259 sat\u0131r\u0131q” g\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r, he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcrc\u00fc teatr\u0131nda 5 lariy\u0259 bilet tapa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 salonda bir yer bo\u015f qalm\u0131r. Bizimkil\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k pulsuz tama\u015fa g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259s\u0259n, tama\u015fa ba\u015flayandan bit\u0259n\u0259 kimi s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 meymunluq ed\u0259s\u0259n ki, kefl\u0259ri k\u00f6k \u00e7\u0131xalar \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259. Rayonlara ged\u0259nd\u0259 camaat bizi “sirk g\u0259ldi, sirk g\u0259ldi”- dey\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131lar, sirkl\u0259 teatr\u0131 ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. Onlara “tama\u015fa” dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, bir kloun \u00e7\u0131xacaq, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 burnuna q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 topu tax\u0131b hoppan\u0131b-d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k…\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Aida bir sual ver\u0259c\u0259m, amma q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 cavab verm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. H\u0259m aktrisa, h\u0259m jurnalist, h\u0259m aktivist kimi m\u0259ruz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z t\u0259hqirl\u0259r, t\u0259qibl\u0259r, nifr\u0259t h\u0259rd\u0259n sizi bezdirmir ki? “C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun h\u0259r \u015fey, gedim \u00f6z i\u015fimi g\u00f6r\u00fcm, rahat h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131m” dediyiniz anlar olurmu?
\n <\/i>\n<\/p>\n
\n – He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, bizim auditoriya istedad qatilidir. Bu sual\u0131n cavab\u0131 m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck travma il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. 4 il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u0259ni teatrdan ayr\u0131lma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etdil\u0259r. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n teatra bigan\u0259liyi, teatrda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zlar haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lan olmaz\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259r, t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ni\u015fanland\u0131\u011f\u0131m o\u011flan\u0131n teatra qeyri-ciddi yana\u015fmas\u0131 m\u0259ni h\u0259ddind\u0259n \u00e7ox yordu. Bu s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n can\u0131m\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Depressiyaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u00e7ox sevdiyim s\u0259n\u0259timd\u0259n ayr\u0131lmaq m\u0259cburiyy\u0259ti qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda idim. Bir g\u00fcn durdum getdim teatra, \u0259riz\u0259 yazd\u0131m, ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. Amma m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra teatrda h\u0259r tama\u015fa qoyulanda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 izl\u0259yirdim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc o q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131ms\u0131z v\u0259 t\u0259nha hiss edirdim ki, ev\u0259 g\u0259lib aynan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm obraz\u0131 canland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilirsiz, bu \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r hald\u0131r, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m istedadl\u0131 qad\u0131nlar var, universitet bitirmi\u015f diplomlu aktrisalard\u0131rlar, amma ail\u0259d\u0259 \u0259rin, atan\u0131n t\u0259zyiqind\u0259n, c\u0259miyy\u0259tin dedi-qodusu ucbat\u0131ndan \u00f6z istedadlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259zara do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r. Teatr\u0131n ba\u015fqa ab-havas\u0131 var, onu unutmaq \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. Oxudu\u011fun bir obraz\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 canland\u0131rmaq v\u0259 bunu insanlara \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259 olan hissiyyat\u0131n nec\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Bu, bir istedadd\u0131r v\u0259 bu istedad\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 vicdans\u0131zca l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n savads\u0131z insanlar var. Bir qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k bizimkil\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n asan \u015feydir. S\u0259n h\u0259qiqi hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irdiyin zaman tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 “s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 filan yerini camaata g\u00f6st\u0259rir” – deyir. Ba\u015fqa c\u0259miyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 “aktrisayam” dey\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcrl\u0259r, bizd\u0259 is\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m qad\u0131nlar var, h\u0259tta \u0259rl\u0259ri inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si ola-ola s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda \u0259n \u0259d\u0259bsiz s\u00f6zl\u0259ri r\u0259va g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. Teatrda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k sad\u0259c\u0259 qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, ki\u015fi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 problemdir. Ki\u015fil\u0259r d\u0259 ail\u0259d\u0259 problem ya\u015fay\u0131rlar.
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\n 4 ayd\u0131r ki teatra yenid\u0259n qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q \u0259traf\u0131ndan s\u0259ni b\u0259db\u0259xt ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259si silm\u0259lis\u0259n, u\u011fursuzlu\u011funa s\u0259b\u0259b olan h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmal\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmal\u0131san. Publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 zaman-zaman \u00e7ox t\u0259zyiql\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qal\u0131ram. Dost \u00e7evr\u0259m azald\u0131, qohumlar\u0131m m\u0259ni r\u0259dd el\u0259di, oxucular s\u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r, \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 t\u0259hdid ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 oldu. Bu, el\u0259 bir prosesdir ki, insan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r mane\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsa, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 daxili g\u00fcc g\u0259lir, daha da q\u0131c\u0131qlan\u0131b iddial\u0131 olursan. Bu kimi hallar b\u0259z\u0259n prosesin gedi\u015fat\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k edir. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 dinl\u0259mir\u0259m, onlar onsuz da h\u0259r zaman dan\u0131\u015facaqlar.\n<\/p>\n
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\n – Ail\u0259nin d\u0259st\u0259yi bel\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox vacibdir. Bildiyim q\u0259d\u0259ril\u0259 ail\u0259niz h\u0259m m\u0259d\u0259ni, h\u0259m ictimai f\u0259aliyy\u0259tinizi d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259yir, amma h\u0259r bir az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n “bala, h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z yerind\u0259, amma \u0259r\u0259 get, sonra i\u015fini davam el\u0259” dey\u0259n bir anas\u0131, xalas\u0131, bibisi m\u00fctl\u0259q vard\u0131r. Sizd\u0259 nec\u0259di?
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\n – B\u0259li, ail\u0259m m\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259yib, amma gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsalar da, hiss edir\u0259m ki, hardasa \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 m\u0259ni natamam, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 qovu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. M\u0259lum m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259m\u0259yiml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bizim c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 gedib u\u015faq saxlama\u011f\u0131 bacaran qad\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t\u0259 layiq hesab olunur, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm b\u00fct\u00fcn qohumlar\u0131n ilk s\u00f6z\u00fc “\u00e7\u0131x \u0259r\u0259 get, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bo\u015f \u015feydir, biz d\u0259 baxaq, sevin\u0259k”- olur. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nim evl\u0259nm\u0259yim m\u0259nim xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyimi g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n yegan\u0259 meyard\u0131r, y\u0259ni m\u0259n hal -haz\u0131rda b\u0259db\u0259xt qad\u0131nam v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ki\u015fiy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259n oldu\u011fum kimi daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 faci\u0259vi v\u0259 absurd g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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