\n AYO-ya q\u0259d\u0259rki Rasim Qaraca…\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
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\n Rasim b\u0259y, el\u0259 insanlar var ki, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n qurumlarla ba\u011fl\u0131 olurlar, onlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259, t\u0259k v\u0259 ya bu qurumdan k\u0259narda t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Bu m\u0259nada AYO v\u0259 kitab i\u015fi il\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z ki, sizi ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 yanda t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k olmur. Amma \u00e7ox y\u0259qin ki, bura q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7diyiniz bir h\u0259yat yolu olub. AYO-ya q\u0259d\u0259rki Rasim Qaracadan bir az dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rsinizmi?
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\n – G\u00fcnel, \u0259vv\u0259la deyim ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdur, birlikd\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyat h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131na sadiq oldu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. Bu sual\u0131n\u0131za bel\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m: haqq\u0131mda bu c\u00fcr t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fc media yarad\u0131b, ad\u0259t\u0259n biz, ictimai insanlar olaraq, \u00f6z ist\u0259diyimizd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox median\u0131n ist\u0259diyi kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q m\u00f6vzular\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 arzu etmi\u015fam, ancaq jurnalistl\u0259ri AYO m\u00f6vzusu, skandal do\u011fura bil\u0259c\u0259k cavablar maraqland\u0131r\u0131b. H\u0259yat yoluma g\u0259linc\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir h\u0259yat\u0131m bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259xli olmayan ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 fraqmentl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l ill\u0259rim sovetin dur\u011funluq ill\u0259rin\u0259, imperiyan\u0131n da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131na, Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sin\u0259, acl\u0131q v\u0259 s\u0259fal\u0259tin h\u00f6km s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc ke\u00e7id d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf edib. “N\u0259 yatd\u0131q ki, n\u0259 d\u0259 yuxu g\u00f6r\u0259k”, – bel\u0259 bir deyim var. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 bir \u015fans \u0259s\u0259ri Rusiyada, bir t\u00fcrk \u015firk\u0259tind\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcman olaraq i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, tam 7 il \u0259rzind\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan qopuq, sistematik bir h\u0259yat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam, oxumu\u015fam, lakin \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fchitinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 olmay\u0131nca inki\u015faf ed\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, o zaman h\u0259l\u0259 internet d\u0259 yox idi. Bu 7 ild\u0259, ondan \u0259vv\u0259lki 2 illlik i\u015fsizlik d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259, daha \u0259vv\u0259l \u018fli Bayraml\u0131dak\u0131 “Mayak” v\u0259 “\u0130\u015f\u0131q” q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n ill\u0259rim, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik, Leytenant \u015emidt ad\u0131na Zavodda f\u0259hl\u0259lik d\u00f6n\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259 – h\u0259r birind\u0259 f\u0259rqli bir kimliyim vard\u0131. Detallar\u0131n\u0131 yazsam, \u00e7ox uzun al\u0131nar, – indi yazmaqda oldu\u011fum bir kitabda bu d\u00f6n\u0259ml\u0259r \u0259ks olunacaq, – h\u0259yat\u0131mdak\u0131 maraql\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ng d\u00fcz\u0259ldib oxucuya t\u0259qdim ed\u0259 bil\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda \u0259fsan\u0259 yarada bil\u0259r\u0259m, bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn material h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7oxdur, ancaq m\u0259n bu t\u0259rzi q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m, el\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kitabda da bu c\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcidealla\u015fd\u0131rmadan uza\u011fam. Sad\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fuldu\u011fumu, rayon u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fumu, kas\u0131b\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc, \u00e7oxlu kompleksl\u0259rim oldu\u011funu, says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z s\u0259hvl\u0259r buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. D\u0259mirin nec\u0259 b\u0259rkidiyini deyil, – \u00e7\u00fcnki n\u0259 d\u0259mir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259rkimi\u015f, – bizim \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rd\u0259 “bir yazar hans\u0131 qazanda bi\u015fir” sual\u0131na cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu \u0259s\u0259rimd\u0259. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla s\u0259nin bu sual\u0131na tam bir kitabl\u0131q cavab\u0131m olacaq yax\u0131n aylarda.\n<\/p>\n \n \u018fsas i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fchitind\u0259ki dur\u011funlu\u011fu aradan qald\u0131rmaq olub\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – \u00c7ap olunmaq \u00e7\u0259tinliyi AYO-nun yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 vard\u0131, amma ciddi bir \u00e7\u0259tinlik deyildi bu, \u0259n az\u0131ndan s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 kitab\u0131n\u0131 buraxa bilirdin. \u015e\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259nim bar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m prinsipial m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat idar\u0259\u00e7iliyind\u0259 sovet modelinin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qorunub saxlanmas\u0131yd\u0131. Aradan 10 il ke\u00e7mi\u015f, m\u00fcst\u0259qil d\u00f6vl\u0259t olmu\u015fduq, f\u0259q\u0259t \u0259d\u0259biyyat al\u0259mind\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. 2000-ci ild\u0259 Rusiyadan qay\u0131dandan sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u0259sas i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fchitind\u0259ki dur\u011funlu\u011fu aradan qald\u0131rmaq olub. N\u0259hay\u0259tind\u0259 dostlarla bir araya g\u0259lib, bel\u0259 bir \u0259d\u0259biyyat t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131 yaratma\u011fa q\u0259rar vermi\u015fik. Lakin t\u0259\u015fkilati forma alana q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, \u00e7oxlu m\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259r olub. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, marjinal yazar qrupu, h\u0259r\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131ndan bir avaz g\u0259lir, idar\u0259 etm\u0259k, bir yer\u0259 toplamaq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. “Alatoran” q\u0259zet versiyas\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda art\u0131q m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 ciddil\u0259\u015fdi, t\u0259\u015fkilati bir forma ala bildik. T\u0259qrib\u0259n 10 il boyunca AYO intensiv f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rib, “Alatoran” jurnal\u0131n\u0131n 18 say\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 yenid\u0259n revan\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcnl\u0259r yax\u0131ndad\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n \n O silah\u0131 susdurublar\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – Birincisi, n\u0259 Anara, n\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131na m\u0259nim m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim \u015f\u0259xsi deyil. H\u0259tta Murad K\u00f6hn\u0259qala bu yax\u0131nlarda yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f bir m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 “dostluq”dan gen-bol dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Onunla, dig\u0259r AYO-\u00e7ularla m\u0259nim dostluq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim yaln\u0131z q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015f\u0131, h\u0259mkar \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 olub, i\u00e7ki m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259n uzaq qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, \u00e7ox nadir hallarda, h\u0259r hans\u0131 \u0259lam\u0259tdar g\u00fcnd\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bu ayr\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, h\u0259tta m\u0259\u015fhur “Aq\u015finin evind\u0259” m\u0259n birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fam, halbuki b\u00fct\u00fcn AYO-\u00e7ular, v\u0259 AYO simpatizanlar\u0131 h\u0259r g\u00fcn bu evd\u0259 topla\u015f\u0131b yeyib-i\u00e7ibl\u0259r… M\u0259nim m\u00fcbariz\u0259min motivl\u0259ri n\u0259 idi? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, bizim insanlar y\u00fcks\u0259k ideallar\u0131n yaln\u0131z kitablarda v\u0259 ya filml\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. \u00d6z yanlar\u0131nda olan, \u00e7ox yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131salar bel\u0259, bir insan\u0131n idealsit olmas\u0131na inanmazlar, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi-q\u0259r\u0259zlik axtararlar, AYB il\u0259 davalar\u0131m\u0131zda da bunu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u015f\u0259xsi m\u00fcst\u0259viy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131blar. Lakin qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z insanlar da bizim h\u0259mv\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rimizdir, biz onlar\u0131 yox etm\u0259k deyil, islah etm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fik, k\u00f6hn\u0259 sovet d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini, sovet idar\u0259\u00e7ilik \u00fcsullar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259l\u0259rini, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f, demokratik, d\u00fcnya meyarlar\u0131na uy\u011fun olmalar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mi\u015fik, bunu onlara t\u0259klif etmi\u015fik. Ancaq d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259yibl\u0259r, art\u0131q, bu, onlar\u0131n \u00f6z se\u00e7imidir. 2000-ci ill\u0259rin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 ictimai fikird\u0259 bir canlanma vard\u0131, \u0259d\u0259biyyatda, jurnalistikada, ictimai h\u0259yat\u0131n ba\u015fqa sah\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259. Yeni \u0259d\u0259biyyat qurumunun yaranmas\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ictimaiyy\u0259tin diqq\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00fcst\u0259lik q\u0259zet v\u0259 jurnal f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti bu mara\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259di. M\u0259n buna “alt\u0131n d\u00f6vr” deyir\u0259m, AYO-nun t\u0259qdim etdiyi imzalar\u0131 insanlar q\u0259bul etdi, \u0259leyhimiz\u0259 yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131lar bu imzalar\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhurla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m bunu, biz\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimizi AYO-nun aktiv oldu\u011fu ill\u0259rd\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. \u0130ndi d\u0259 imzalar var, amma g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz parlaya bilmirl\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 daha istedadl\u0131 u\u015faqlard\u0131r, amma art\u0131q o meydan yoxdur. Bel\u0259 yerd\u0259 deyibl\u0259r, at \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, meydan \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z… O ill\u0259r m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn qiym\u0259tlidir. Pulumuz yox idi, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259yimiz doluydu, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131q. Bir yer\u0259 topla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rd\u0131q. M\u0259\u015fhur bir foto var, universitetin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qrup hal\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fik. Bax o g\u00fcn m\u0259nim d\u0259qiq yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, bir t\u00fcrk lokantas\u0131nda oturduq, \u00e7ay i\u00e7dik, \u00e7ox zaman ke\u00e7di, art\u0131q yem\u0259k yem\u0259liydik, ancaq he\u00e7 birimizd\u0259 pul yox idi. Bax bel\u0259c\u0259 lokantadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q, acqar\u0131na o \u015f\u0259kili \u00e7\u0259kdirdik. S\u0259hv el\u0259mir\u0259ms\u0259, “Alatoran”\u0131n yeni say\u0131 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn… M\u0259murlar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m he\u00e7 vaxt, bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r “\u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rl\u0259” G\u0259ncl\u0259r v\u0259 \u0130dman Nazirliyind\u0259n qrant alm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 8 g\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259llifin ilk kitab\u0131n\u0131 buraxm\u0131\u015fam. Sa\u011f olsun, Fehruz \u015eamiyev yard\u0131m etmi\u015fdi bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259. AYO-nu v\u0259 “Alatoran”\u0131 dir\u00e7\u0259ltm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn maliyy\u0259 imkanlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r zaman axtarm\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ctimai birlik oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurum k\u0259nardan maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259li idi, t\u0259bii ki, jurnal da g\u0259lir g\u0259tirmirdi. \u018fslind\u0259 bu i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 pul ikinci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259lidir, ist\u0259k \u00f6n\u0259mlidir… G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rimi x\u0259rcl\u0259yir\u0259m dem\u0259zdim, sevdiyim i\u015f oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ksin\u0259, z\u00f6vq alm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 al\u0131ram. Lakin m\u0259ni h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n motor n\u0259dir, loru dild\u0259 des\u0259k, bunu soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirsiniz, m\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131saca cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131m: Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z toplumu bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu yalanlardan qurtarmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r v\u0259 bu i\u015fd\u0259 canl\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n, vicdanl\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131n\u0131n rolu b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, lakin bu qiym\u0259tli silah\u0131 susdurublar, zahir\u0259n var bel\u0259 bir silah, amma oyuncaqdan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil.\n<\/p>\n \n H\u0259r k\u0259s bir q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – AYO-nu maraql\u0131 ed\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 yalana bula\u015fmam\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131n bir araya topla\u015fmas\u0131yd\u0131, h\u0259r k\u0259s bir q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi v\u0259 gur yanan bir lampa olmu\u015fdu. Bu lampan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yalan\u00e7\u0131 mill\u0259t atalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, klassikl\u0259r\u0259 yeni bax\u0131\u015f, yalan\u00e7\u0131 milli d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r s\u0259rf-n\u0259z\u0259r edildi, \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi milli \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, bird\u0259n bir\u0259 10 amans\u0131z q\u0259l\u0259m sa\u011fdan-soldan \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yalan imperiyas\u0131 qurmu\u015f xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 ordusuna, v\u0259r\u0259s\u0259likl\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259lmi\u015f qrafoman s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Tarixi s\u0131nma d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 biz bunu bacard\u0131q. \u018fslind\u0259 bu bir q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q idi. H\u0259r bir AYO-\u00e7unu m\u0259n spartal\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259rdim. Onlar\u0131n bir q\u0259hr\u0259man oldu\u011fu gec-tez \u00f6z yerini alacaq. Lakin buna t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m, b\u0259zi dostlar\u0131m\u0131z bu tarixi missiyan\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndir\u0259 bilm\u0259di, bizim u\u015faqlar\u0131 m\u0259qs\u0259dy\u00f6nl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, t\u0259k-t\u0259k sat\u0131n ald\u0131lar, \u00e7ox ucuz qiym\u0259t\u0259, v\u0259 dostlar\u0131m\u0131z da buna getdil\u0259r, \u00f6zl\u0259rini dahi sand\u0131lar, AYO-nun f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 hiss etdil\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259rini, halbuki p h\u0259rfi d\u0259 deyildil\u0259r, anlamad\u0131lar ki biz yaln\u0131z birlikd\u0259 olanda g\u00fccl\u00fcy\u00fck, d\u0259y\u0259rliyik. Daha da b\u00f6y\u00fck ola bil\u0259rdik, daha da g\u00fccl\u00fc ola bil\u0259rdik, \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259r k\u0259s bu missiyan\u0131 d\u0259rk ets\u0259ydi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bizd\u0259 kollektiv \u015f\u00fcurun inki\u015faf etm\u0259diyini g\u00f6st\u0259rir, yazarlar h\u0259l\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n ir\u0259li getmi\u015f say\u0131l\u0131rlar, ancaq onlar da t\u0259\u015fkilatlanma\u011fa \u0259n yarars\u0131z tayfa olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcbuta yetirdil\u0259r, “m\u0259n” dedil\u0259r, amma “biz” dem\u0259yi bacarmad\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n \n Murad\u0131n o ill\u0259rd\u0259 el\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259ti vard\u0131, he\u00e7 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 rahat ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – S\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r ola bil\u0259rdi, n\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi q\u0131namaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u0130nsan \u0259td\u0259n, s\u00fcm\u00fckd\u0259n ibar\u0259t z\u0259if bir varl\u0131qd\u0131r, bir yerd\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r, irad\u0259si yetm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ax\u0131 biz c\u0259nub q\u00fctb\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259\u015ff etm\u0259y\u0259 yollanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, b\u00f6y\u00fck irad\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac da yox idi. El\u0259 H\u0259midin s\u00f6zl\u0259ridir, “h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z bioqrafiyas\u0131n\u0131 yarad\u0131r” deyirdi. S\u0259b\u0259b maddiyyat idis\u0259, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Aq\u015finin bel\u0259 maddi s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 yox idi.\n<\/p>\n \n Murad\u0131n o ill\u0259rd\u0259 el\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259ti vard\u0131, he\u00e7 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 rahat ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi. Kimi-kimi, ancaq Murad\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc kabinetl\u0259rd\u0259, yum\u015faq kreslolarda t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim, adam Az\u0259rbaycan bard\u0131n\u0131n unikal n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sidir, amma \u00f6z\u00fc f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyil, xalq\u0131n aras\u0131nda olmal\u0131yk\u0259n holdinq-holdinq dola\u015fd\u0131, yum\u015faq kreslolarda bir az xumarland\u0131, bacarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rollara girm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “Rasim\u0259 qo\u015fulmasayd\u0131m, El\u00e7inl\u0259 dost qalsayd\u0131m, indi hans\u0131sa nazirlikd\u0259 bir i\u015f-g\u00fcc sahibiydim” – dedi, indi d\u0259 Anarla dostla\u015f\u0131b, AYB-y\u0259 q\u0259bul olunub. \u00d6z\u00fc demi\u015fk\u0259n, “ay \u015fair, ay \u015fair, e\u015fq\u0259 dair…”. “T\u0259bi\u0259t s\u0259ni haz\u0131r artist yarad\u0131b, n\u0259\u015f\u0259li, canl\u0131 bir insansan, n\u0259 i\u015fin var s\u0259nin r\u0259smi yerl\u0259rd\u0259?”- dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, amma art\u0131q gecdir. Aq\u015fini son d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n “Karvan” restoran\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259ydi, yan\u0131ndak\u0131 bir yerlisin\u0259, “m\u0259n\u0259 des\u0259ydin, karyer\u0259 z\u0259ng vurard\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 bir kamaz kubik ver\u0259rdil\u0259r” – deyirdi, el\u0259 o g\u00fcn bu d\u0259y\u0259rli dostumuzun aqib\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259lum idi, \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259rvaz edirdi.\n<\/p>\n \n \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, y\u00fcks\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u00e7maq yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feydir, \u0259g\u0259r bir g\u00fcn oradan gurp\u0259ll\u0259zin\u0259 yer\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n. Bu c\u00fcr havalara he\u00e7 vaxt girm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub karyera pill\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 ucalmaq, deputat olmaq, f\u0259xri xiyabanda basd\u0131r\u0131lmaq kimi arzular\u0131m olmay\u0131b, t\u0259bii hal\u0131mdan qopmaq m\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman qorxudub. Seymur, N\u0259rmin v\u0259 ya s\u0259n n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259nsiniz, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcqoruma instiktiniz n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr, dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yeniyetm\u0259 ya\u015flarda oxudu\u011funuz kitablardak\u0131 bir s\u00f6z, filml\u0259rd\u0259n e\u015fitdiyiniz bir c\u00fcml\u0259 sizin zaman\u0131n alovlar\u0131ndan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131za s\u0259b\u0259b olub. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, H\u0259mid demi\u015fk\u0259n, burada bir mistika var, g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z kosmik q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259r bunu bel\u0259 ist\u0259yib.\n<\/p>\n \n Ax\u0131 Seymuru nec\u0259 sevsinl\u0259r?\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – \u0130st\u0259r yazarlar, \u0259d\u0259biyyat adamlar\u0131, ist\u0259r oxucular sovetl\u0259rd\u0259n yalana bula\u015faraq, \u0259xlaq\u0131 pozularaq \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f bu xalq\u0131n par\u00e7alar\u0131d\u0131r. Sovet qurulu\u015fu insanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 iki\u00fczl\u00fc, yalan\u00e7\u0131, yaltaq v\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f edib v\u0259 bu cahil k\u00fctl\u0259nin qrafoman yazarlar\u0131 yeti\u015fib, o yazarlar ki atalar\u0131 Lenin\u0259, Stalin\u0259 poemalar h\u0259sr ed\u0259r\u0259k sa\u011f qal\u0131blar, bunu ed\u0259rk\u0259n \u00f6z q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da s\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259n qalmay\u0131blar v\u0259 oxucu dediyin insanlar da on ill\u0259r boyunca onlardan t\u0259rbiy\u0259 al\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f nadan bir t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259dir. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 bir qrup g\u0259nc meydana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri oxucular\u0131n, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n v\u0259 xalq\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 deyir. S\u0259nc\u0259, nec\u0259 olmal\u0131yd\u0131? Ax\u0131 Seymuru nec\u0259 sevsinl\u0259r, bu adam\u0131n aynas\u0131nda \u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb tan\u0131maq ist\u0259mirl\u0259r v\u0259 ya xal\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rsin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallayan G\u00fcneli, N\u0259rmini nec\u0259 sevsinl\u0259r? Rafiqin S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funa t\u0259nqidi bax\u0131\u015f s\u0259rgil\u0259y\u0259n bir yaz\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, – “Qafqaz\u0131n qartal\u0131 \u015eaumyan bel\u0259…” – az qala \u00fcsyan qopmu\u015fdu, z\u0259ng z\u0259ng dal\u0131nca g\u0259lir, \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259kl\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdil\u0259r, bu yaz\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 2001-ci ild\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259n xaric etdil\u0259r v\u0259 AYO s\u0131ralar\u0131na q\u0259bul etdik bu b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ancaq siz d\u0259 geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259diniz, oxucular\u0131n s\u00f6y\u0259-s\u00f6y\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 olunan cinsd\u0259n oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fcz.\n<\/p>\n \n \n – Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck b\u0259db\u0259xt\u00e7iliyi siyas\u0259t ad\u0131yla ortaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rdir. Kiml\u0259ris\u0259 analar\u0131 “h\u00f6kum\u0259t” olaraq do\u011fub g\u00f6nd\u0259rib, b\u0259zil\u0259ri iqtidarda olmasalar da, m\u00fcxalif\u0259td\u0259 \u00f6z “h\u00f6kum\u0259t”l\u0259rini qurublar. Bir bax\u0131n onlar\u0131n mavi kostyumlar\u0131na, \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc qalstuklar\u0131na, he\u00e7 iqtidardak\u0131lardan f\u0259rql\u0259nmirl\u0259r. M\u0259qs\u0259d k\u0259ndd\u0259ki bir-iki yetim qohum \u0259qr\u0259baya hava atmaqd\u0131r. \u0130\u015fdir xalq aya\u011fa qalxsa, onlar da iqtidarda \u00f6z yerl\u0259rini tutacaqlar. Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb siyas\u0259t\u0259 qo\u015fulmaq deyil, yaln\u0131z iyr\u0259nm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. \u018fsas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 \u0259m\u0259li f\u0259aliyy\u0259tdir m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u0259n az\u0131ndan f\u0259rdi n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k, bu c\u00fcr olmamaq da m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr dem\u0259k.\n<\/p>\n \n El\u0259 \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mdayam\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n \n \n – Yeni se\u00e7il\u0259n AYO s\u0259dri F\u0259rhad Yalquzaq bel\u0259 bir t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs qald\u0131r\u0131b, maliyy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fini 3 ayda bir d\u0259f\u0259 qurumun \u00fczvl\u0259rind\u0259n toplayaraq h\u0259ll etm\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturuq.\n<\/p>\n \n \n – Fevralda 57 ya\u015f\u0131m tamam olacaq, deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bu ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rmir\u0259m, ancaq m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 el\u0259 \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mdayam, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nda deyil, h\u0259rislik, tamah insanlar\u0131 erk\u0259n y\u0131prand\u0131r\u0131r, az qane olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, h\u0259yat\u0131n poeziyas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 aza qane olmaqdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Rasim Qaraca: \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub, karyera qurmad\u0131m…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":73668,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_sitemap_exclude":false,"_sitemap_priority":"","_sitemap_frequency":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-180596","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-video-2","infinite-scroll-item","generate-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-33","no-featured-image-padding"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n
\n – Bel\u0259 bir \u0259minlik var ki, 4-5 n\u0259f\u0259r AYB-nin \u0259d\u0259bi orqanlar\u0131nda \u00e7ap oluna bilm\u0259di v\u0259 AYO yarand\u0131. Bu t\u0259xmin do\u011frudurmu, yoxsa zaman v\u0259 yeni \u0259d\u0259bi estetika bel\u0259 bir qurumun m\u00fctl\u0259q yaranmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi?
\n <\/i>\n<\/p>\n
\n – H\u0259rd\u0259n qurumun ke\u00e7mi\u015fi bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259, yad\u0131ma sizin u\u015faqlar\u0131 bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ucuz kafe axtarma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, az qala he\u00e7 kim i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hesab\u0131 sizin \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259yiniz, m\u0259murlar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb kitablar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pul ist\u0259m\u0259yiniz g\u0259lir. \u0130ndi h\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib, amma Rasim Qaraca yen\u0259 kitab \u00e7\u0131xarmaq, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdirm\u0259k, u\u015faqlar\u0131 toplamaq, jurnal buraxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pul axtar\u0131r, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, vaxt\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini x\u0259rcl\u0259yir. Rasim b\u0259y, bu s\u0131rf \u0259d\u0259biyyat t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcbke\u015fliyidir, yoxsa \u0259d\u0259bi iqtidarda oturmu\u015f Anara olan \u015f\u0259xsi m\u00fcbariz\u0259niz bu \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri t\u0259l\u0259b edir?
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\n – Sizc\u0259, n\u0259 idi AYO-\u00e7ular\u0131 maraql\u0131 ed\u0259n – \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fcxalif\u0259td\u0259 olmalar\u0131, yerli d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcxalif\u0259td\u0259 olmalar\u0131, q\u0259bul edilmi\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259rtilikl\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcxalif\u0259td\u0259 olmalar\u0131? Yaxud sad\u0259c\u0259 o d\u00f6vr\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r boz idi ki, fonda AYO-\u00e7ular g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi?
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\n – AYO-dan ilk v\u0259 sonradan qopmalar\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259ri bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259rdim. H\u0259mid, Aq\u015fin, Murad… Ax\u0131 biz ham\u0131m\u0131z eyni sosial statusa sahib, eyni d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri payla\u015fan adamlar idik. Niy\u0259 Rasimin, Seymurun, N\u0259rminin getdiyi yolu H\u0259mid, Murad, Aq\u015fin v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri yar\u0131da buraxd\u0131lar?
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\n – Bizim \u00e7evr\u0259 indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259n \u00e7ox s\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259n v\u0259 nifr\u0259t edil\u0259n \u0259d\u0259bi \u00e7evr\u0259dir dey\u0259 bil\u0259rik. Sizc\u0259, niy\u0259? N\u0259 idi ist\u0259r ba\u015fqa yazarlar\u0131, ist\u0259r oxucular\u0131 s\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 vadar ed\u0259n?
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\n – Yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, siz, do\u011frudan da, he\u00e7 vaxt siyas\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131n\u0131z. Bunu siz\u0259 daxili m\u00fcdrikliyiniz diqt\u0259 edirdi, yoxsa bel\u0259 laz\u0131m idi rahat i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?
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\n – “Alatoran” jurnal\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n buraxmaq fikrinizin oldu\u011funu e\u015fitdim. Bu nec\u0259 oldu? \u0130\u015fin ist\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131, ist\u0259r yarad\u0131c\u0131, ist\u0259r maddi t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rin\u0259 bir az ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirm\u0259yinizi ist\u0259rdim…
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\n – Rasim b\u0259y, \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan uzaq olsa da, bunu sizd\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259xsi, \u0259d\u0259bi, maddi qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 nec\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259nc qala bilmisiniz? Bunun \u0259d\u0259biyyatla bir ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131?
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