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\n H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n iyirmi be\u015f ilini itirdiyim, do\u011fulub, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin \u0259n sevil\u0259n yeri \u00e7im\u0259rlik idi. \u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin \u0259llinci ill\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259li qoyulan q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin ilk sakinl\u0259ri ruslar, erm\u0259nil\u0259r v\u0259 y\u0259hudil\u0259r olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259m\u0259n d\u00f6vr, yax\u0131nl\u0131qda sement zavodu tikil\u0259nd\u0259, sovetl\u0259rin y\u00fcz yerind\u0259n g\u0259tirilmi\u015f proletarlar sonradan burada ev-e\u015fik sal\u0131b \u201cinternosional\u201d bir m\u0259kan yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n

\n Sovet da\u011f\u0131landa rus, erm\u0259ni, y\u0259hudi \u0259silli sakinl\u0259r \u015f\u0259l\u0259-k\u00fcl\u0259sin y\u0131\u011f\u0131b da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259si n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, evsiz-yurdsuz qalan, \u201cqa\u00e7q\u0131n\u201d dediyimiz soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z \u0259v\u0259z el\u0259di. O zamandan sonra q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin g\u0259zm\u0259li-dinc\u0259lm\u0259li yeri olan \u00e7im\u0259rlik, g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259 iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u00c7im\u0259rliyin birinci hiss\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259r, \u201cqa\u00e7q\u0131nlar\u201d \u00e7imirdil\u0259r. Ki\u015fil\u0259r alt paltarda, qad\u0131nlar \u201ckombinasiya\u201dda suya girirdil\u0259r. U\u015faqlar d\u0259nizd\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131n sabunlay\u0131rd\u0131, qocalar ayaqlar\u0131n quma basd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qarp\u0131z, yemi\u015f qab\u0131qlar\u0131, sallofanlar \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nm\u015fdi. \u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259niz g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik stress ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, m\u00fcharib\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f \u0259yal\u0259t insan\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r abu-havas\u0131na uy\u011funla\u015fmas\u0131, yerli camaatla assimilyasiya etm\u0259si tez bir zamanda ba\u015f ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u0130kinci hiss\u0259 d\u0259 is\u0259 yerli, \u201ckorennoy\u201d camaat, k\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 \u0259hli g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f vannalar\u0131 q\u0259bul edirdi. Q\u0131zlar kupalnikd\u0259 o\u011flanlarla voleybol oynay\u0131rd\u0131. Cavan c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 piv\u0259, siqaret, yanlar\u0131nda maqnitafon, rus estradas\u0131na qulaq asaraq qucaqla\u015f\u0131b, \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.\n<\/p>\n

\n SSR\u0130 d\u00fcnya x\u0259rit\u0259sind\u0259n silindikd\u0259n sonra, MDB-nin art\u0131q m\u00fcst\u0259qil olan ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259sk\u0259n salm\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131n, ata, ana, xala, n\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 babalar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bu q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Onlara ad\u0259t\u0259n yay aylar\u0131nda ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qohumlar da h\u0259min ikinci t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 dinc\u0259lirdil\u0259r. S\u0259b\u0259bi ayd\u0131n idi. Burada, \u00e7im\u0259rliyin bu hiss\u0259sind\u0259 topla\u015fan insanlar rus dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar, rusdilli idil\u0259r. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n, \u00e7im\u0259rliyin bu t\u0259r\u0259fi, yerli sakinl\u0259r aras\u0131nda \u201crasiyski plyaj\u201d, y\u0259ni rus \u00e7im\u0259rliyi ad\u0131n\u0131 qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n

\n Arada \u00e7im\u0259rliyin birinci hiss\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259nc o\u011flanlar, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r c\u00fcr\u0259t edib \u201crasiski plyaj\u201d-a ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. Onlar burada Rusiyadan, Ukraynadan, Belarusdan g\u0259lm\u0259 sar\u0131mt\u0131l, inc\u0259 belli, \u0259ndaml\u0131, q\u0131sa \u015fortikli, \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f vannas\u0131ndan q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f q\u0131zlara baxd\u0131qca, buran\u0131n o\u011flanlar\u0131na, ki\u015fil\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n

\n Rus \u00e7im\u0259rliyinin o\u011flanlar\u0131 is\u0259 onlara yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, \u0259da il\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130stehza edib, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q l\u0259h\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rini, geyiml\u0259rini m\u0259sx\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 qoyurdular. Sonra rus \u00e7im\u0259rliyind\u0259, \u201cq\u0131j\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u00e7u\u015fka\u201d, \u201cqa\u00e7q\u0131n\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 e\u015fidildi. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 art\u0131q par\u00e7alanma ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. V\u0259 \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259b, dil \u00fcns\u00fcr\u00fc idi.\n<\/p>\n

\n Kim b\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bu \u00e7im\u0259rliyi iki yer\u0259? Bunu he\u00e7 kim bilmir. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259, zaman \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 bir daha bu ayr\u0131-se\u00e7kilikl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131yacam. Lakin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olduqdan sonra anlad\u0131m ki, dem\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u201crasiyski pljay\u201d b\u00f6lg\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. H\u0259tta s\u0259n dem\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259miz, c\u0259miyy\u0259timiz \u201crasiyski plyaj\u201d sindromunun, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin, anlam\u0131n\u0131n qurban\u0131d\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n

\n Bu \u0259r\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fanan Nigar K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rli olay\u0131 c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 rezonans yaratd\u0131. Nigar K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rli kimdir? N\u0259 i\u015fin sahibidir? Niy\u0259 statuslar\u0131n rus dilind\u0259 yaz\u0131r? Niy\u0259 kitablar\u0131 baha sat\u0131r? Niy\u0259 \u201c\u018fli v\u0259 Nino\u201d kitab ma\u011fazalar \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259sind\u0259 servis axsay\u0131r? Niy\u0259 filan \u015feyi edir, b\u0259hm\u0259n \u015feyi etmir? Bu suallara bu yaz\u0131da cavab axtarmaq, ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq fikrim yoxdur. Yaz\u0131n\u0131n mahiyy\u0259ti ba\u015fqad\u0131r. Bel\u0259 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz google-d\u0259 axtar\u0131\u015f verib, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. Birc\u0259 onu qeyd edim ki, Nigar xan\u0131m c\u0259miyy\u0259timizin rusdilli dair\u0259sind\u0259 olduqca tan\u0131nan insand\u0131r. \u018fl\u0259lxusus da, Rus dilli \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitin canlanmas\u0131nda, aktivl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259, piar olumas\u0131nda m\u00fcst\u0259sna \u0259m\u0259yi var.\n<\/p>\n

\n Di g\u0259l ki, m\u0259lum m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xan\u0131m K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rlinin facebook-da yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 statusuna g\u0259l\u0259n \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259ri oxuduqca, bir daha, c\u0259miyy\u0259timizin rusdilli t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259si haqq\u0131nda formala\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m fikr\u0259 sadiq qalaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdim. Onlar, bu \u00e7evr\u0259, bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin kiray\u0259\u015finl\u0259ridir. Bunu \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 anlay\u0131rlar, d\u0259rk edirl\u0259r, t\u0259klikd\u0259 h\u0259tta q\u0259bul edirl\u0259r. Vaxt\u0131 il\u0259 bu m\u00f6vzuda, z\u0259man\u0259mizin m\u00fct\u0259ff\u0259kiri, istedadl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 (bu sarkazm deyil) \u018fli \u018fkb\u0259r d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7ox dayanmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259, b\u0259zi aspektl\u0259ri sadalayacam.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u0130lk \u00a0bunu qeyd etm\u0259yi z\u0259ruri g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, rus dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, oxuma\u011fa, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 bir etiraz\u0131m, naraz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m yoxdur. Olmay\u0131b v\u0259 olmayacaq da. Tamamil\u0259 \u015fovinizimd\u0259n, mill\u0259t\u00e7ilikd\u0259n, irq\u00e7ilikd\u0259n uzaq bir insanam.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 rus \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n, rus m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tinin m\u0259hsuluyam (bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni \u00c7\u0259m\u0259nz\u0259minlid\u0259n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam). Lakin bu m\u0259n\u0259 insanlar\u0131, yerl\u0259ri, \u0259razil\u0259ri, \u00e7im\u0259rlikl\u0259ri bel\u0259 yar\u0131ya b\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259ni, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri kiray\u0259 ev sanma\u011fa haqq qazand\u0131rm\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n

\n M\u0259lum statusa \u015f\u0259rh yazanlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti Nigar xan\u0131ma d\u0259rhal, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u018flb\u0259t ki, m\u0259n m\u00fchacir\u0259t etm\u0259yi qorxaql\u0131q sanm\u0131ram, q\u0259bah\u0259t kimi q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m. Amma ki, bir var s\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 ail\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259cav\u00fcz ola, bird\u0259 var ki, polis \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131ra. S\u0259n d\u0259 o saat, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n, etiraz etm\u0259d\u0259n, haqq\u0131n\u0131 sormadan, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirm\u0259d\u0259n durub, \u00e7antan\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131rsan, do\u011fulub, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6lk\u0259ni qoyub, qa\u00e7\u0131rsan.\n<\/p>\n

\n El\u0259 is\u0259 onda g\u0259lin, ham\u0131l\u0131qla qa\u00e7aq. B\u0259s bu q\u0259d\u0259r insan, g\u0259nc, qad\u0131n, ki\u015fi \u00f6z h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, t\u0259cridxanalarda n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 can\u0131 v\u0259 qan\u0131 bahas\u0131na qurdu\u011fu, yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcmhuriyy\u0259t\u0259 sizl\u0259r sonradan, haz\u0131ra nazir g\u0259l\u0259siniz? \u018fg\u0259r bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, qani\u00e7\u0259nliy\u0259, diktaturaya g\u00f6z yumub, mumlayub, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131yaraq \u201cm\u0259n siyas\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram\u201d dem\u0259kl\u0259 yaxan\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ksinizs\u0259….\n<\/p>\n

\n Bu k\u00fctl\u0259nin, t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin siyasi impotentliyi b\u0259nd\u0259niz\u0259 \u00e7oxdan m\u0259lumdur. Bunu bizl\u0259r Nardaran hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, N\u0130DA-\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259 tam ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. \u00d6zl\u0259rini c\u0259miyy\u0259tin intellektual istebli\u015fmenti, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n beyni, k\u00fcbar qayma\u011f\u0131 adland\u0131ran rusdilli bloggerl\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu m\u0259lum hadis\u0259l\u0259r zaman\u0131, \u00f6z t\u0259bl\u0259ri il\u0259 des\u0259k, sakitc\u0259 d\u0259smala susurdular. Hans\u0131 ki, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, dem\u0259y\u0259, yayma\u011fa, b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 bacar\u0131qlar\u0131, potensiallar\u0131 v\u0259 resurslar\u0131 var idi. Az\u0131ndan iki-\u00fc\u00e7 min oxucu, izl\u0259yicisi olan rusdilli bloggerl\u0259r, el\u0259 Nigar K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rli olay\u0131nda da hakimiyy\u0259t\u0259 olan loyall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r.\n<\/p>\n

\n Nigar K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rlinin statusunu, sad\u0259c\u0259 \u201cDiqq\u0259t\u201d yaz\u0131b, payla\u015f\u0131m ed\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. B\u0259zil\u0259ri he\u00e7 payla\u015fma da etm\u0259dil\u0259r. H\u0259min vaxt kimisi musiqi, kimi xarici \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 yediyi, sifari\u015f etdiyi yem\u0259yi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey lal filmd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi gedirdi. S\u0259siz, s\u0259mirsiz, dinm\u0259zc\u0259. Nigar xan\u0131ma, “kiray\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259ni” t\u0259rk etm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilirdil\u0259r. \u0130srarla t\u0259kid edirdil\u0259r. Bundan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7atm\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00f6t\u0259ri olsa bel\u0259, \u00e7oxayaql\u0131 hakimiyy\u0259t Sprutunun \u0259siridirl\u0259r. “Osminoq”un \u0259lind\u0259n qidalan\u0131rlar. \u0130\u015fl\u0259dikl\u0259ri qlamur q\u0259zet, jurnallar, internet saytlar\u0131 birba\u015fa yuxar\u0131dan maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fir.\n<\/p>\n

\n C\u0259miyy\u0259timizin t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259timizd\u0259 dil \u00fcns\u00fcr\u00fc oldu\u011funa t\u0259ss\u00fcff edir\u0259m.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 rusdilli deyib snobizm\u0259 yoluxan insanlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin ri\u015fx\u0259ndl\u0259 \u201cq\u0131j\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u00e7u\u015fka\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z yerlil\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259dilm\u0259sinin d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam. Hans\u0131 ki, yen\u0259 d\u0259, polis d\u0259y\u0259n\u0259yi yey\u0259n, mitinql\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259n, t\u0259cridxanalarda \u0259zil\u0259n, h\u0259bs\u0259 at\u0131lan sonda h\u0259m\u0259n \u201cq\u0131j\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u00e7u\u015fka\u201d dedikl\u0259ri insanlar olur. \u018fslind\u0259 qlobal olmasa da, bu bir x\u0259st\u0259likdir.\n<\/p>\n

\n Beyinl\u0259rd\u0259, \u015f\u00fcurda, insanlar\u0131n psixologiyas\u0131nda peyda olmu\u015f x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259liyidir.\n<\/p>\n

\n On ild\u0259n art\u0131qd\u0131r ki, xarici \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, az\u0131 d\u00f6rd \u015firk\u0259t d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 snobizm qoxuyan ofisl\u0259rd\u0259, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ingilis dilind\u0259n sonra, m\u0259hz rus dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar sual\u0131na cavab tapa bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259tta t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlik haqq\u0131nda y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaqlarda, m\u00fc\u015favir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259, otaqda oturanlar aras\u0131nda xarici v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f olmasa da, yen\u0259 d\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaq rus dilind\u0259 apar\u0131l\u0131r. Kadrlar \u015f\u00f6b\u0259si i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rk\u0259n ikinici dil kimi az\u0259rbaycan yox, rus dilini t\u0259l\u0259b edir. Xadim\u0259 qad\u0131nlar da rus dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaqa can at\u0131r, d\u0259rid\u0259n-qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rlar.\n<\/p>\n

\n M\u00f6vzunu bir az da geni\u015fl\u0259ndirib Eduard Ba\u011f\u0131rov m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini d\u0259 yada salmaq olar. Hakimiyy\u0259tin \u0259lin\u0259 bax\u0131b, orden, ba\u011f evi, xidm\u0259ti ma\u015f\u0131n v\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259 alaraq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc psevdo-ziyal\u0131, intellegensiya sayanlar\u0131n ad\u0131n da \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olar. Lakin buna enerjimi s\u0259rf etm\u0259k fikrim yoxdur. \u018frinir\u0259m.\n<\/p>\n

\n Yaz\u0131n\u0131 sonunda bir hadis\u0259 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, bunu \u201cy\u0131x\u0131lan\u0131 tapdalamaq\u201d, \u201cdavadan sonra \u0259l-qol atmaq\u201d kimi sanmay\u0131n. Sad\u0259c\u0259, ilahi \u0259dal\u0259t namin\u0259 yaz\u0131ram.\n<\/p>\n

\n On il bundan qabaq \u201c\u018fli v\u0259 Nino\u201d Kitab N\u0259\u015frl\u0259r Evin\u0259 bir yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdim. \u00c7ap el\u0259tdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. O zaman g\u0259nc v\u0259 \u00fcmidli idim. Nigar xan\u0131m yaz\u0131m\u0131 \u201csiyasi m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tsizlik\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131b, \u00e7apa verm\u0259di.\n<\/p>\n

\n G\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyim hekay\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man, siyasi rejimi s\u0259rt t\u0259nqid edirdi. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u0259\u0259s\u00fcfl\u0259ndim, i\u00e7imd\u0259 sanki n\u0259 is\u0259 s\u0131nd\u0131, q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ni basd\u0131. Depressiyaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Ondan sonra bir xeyli yazmad\u0131m.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u0130ndi ki, f\u00fcrs\u0259tdi, yazacam. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, (\u00fcmid edir\u0259m) Nigar xan\u0131m m\u0259nim bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 oxuyacaq. Burdan \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ona tutub, xitab edir\u0259m.\n<\/p>\n

\n \u00c7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tli Nigar K\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rli, f\u0259l\u0259yin i\u015fin\u0259 bax\u0131n ki, m\u0259nim on il \u0259vv\u0259l t\u0259nqid etdiyim sistem, bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259, bilavasit\u0259 olmasa da, siz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tsizlik etmi\u015f oldu.\n<\/p>\n

\n H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, bunda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n bir q\u00f6vm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ibr\u0259tl\u0259r vard\u0131r!\n<\/p>\n

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