{"id":173638,"date":"2016-02-14T21:20:04","date_gmt":"2016-02-14T21:20:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.meydan.tv\/article\/ekrem-eylisli-ellerimi-keserdim-ele-eser-yazsam\/"},"modified":"2016-02-14T21:20:04","modified_gmt":"2016-02-14T21:20:04","slug":"ekrem-eylisli-ellerimi-keserdim-ele-eser-yazsam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.meydan.tv\/az\/article\/ekrem-eylisli-ellerimi-keserdim-ele-eser-yazsam\/","title":{"rendered":"\u018fkr\u0259m \u018fylisli: \u018fll\u0259rimi k\u0259s\u0259rdim el\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r yazsam"},"content":{"rendered":"
\n \"\u018fkr\u0259m
\n \u018fkr\u0259m \u018fylisli
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\n “Zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n real taleyini yazm\u0131\u015fam”
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\n Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u018fkr\u0259m \u018fylisli\u00a0qaynar.info\u00a0sayt\u0131na m\u00fcsahib\u0259 verib. Meydan TV Seymur Baycan v\u0259 Elkin X\u0259lilovun yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tini t\u0259qdim edir.\n<\/p>\n

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\n M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n Erm\u0259nistanda sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Bunu yazanda ehtiyatl\u0131 yaz\u0131n ki, bird\u0259n yen\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r erm\u0259nil\u0259ri t\u0259bli\u011f edir. Onlar\u0131n ziyal\u0131 m\u00fchitind\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Ax\u015fam nec\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmaqlar\u0131n\u0131, nec\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259kl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Ora s\u0131rf i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131lar. O m\u00fchit\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259min vaxt heyr\u0259t etdim ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda niy\u0259 bel\u0259 bir m\u00fchit yoxdu? Az\u0259rbaycanda m\u0259n\u0259vi \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t art\u0131q m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.
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\n – Yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n bir sual verim, sonra m\u00f6vzumuzu davam ed\u0259rik. Rayon, k\u0259nd m\u00fchitind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 t\u0259nqid edirl\u0259r ki, onlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 otura-otura k\u0259nd h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131rlar. Buna m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259di?
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\n – Bu he\u00e7 bir d\u0259ft\u0259r-kitaba s\u0131\u011fmayan nadanl\u0131qd\u0131. \u00a0Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz adamd\u0131. Adam\u0131n bel\u0259 \u015feyi dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259si g\u00fcl\u00fcncd\u00fc.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bu b\u00f6lg\u00fc h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 laz\u0131ms\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bir t\u0259brizli dostumuzla oturmu\u015fduq. O yax\u015f\u0131 bir sual verdi m\u0259n\u0259. Dedi ki, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259nd yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 hesab edirs\u0259n, yoxsa \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131? Dedim \u00a0hadis\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131sa, onu yaz\u0131ram. Bu hadis\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259. M\u0259nc\u0259, bu laz\u0131ms\u0131z b\u00f6lg\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 bir adam\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131b dem\u0259k olmaz s\u0259n niy\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259n yaz\u0131rsan v\u0259 ya niy\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n yazm\u0131rsan? \u018fkr\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim, qay\u0131daq xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259. El\u0259 bir insan varm\u0131 ki, siz onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdiniz, amma o indi yoxdu, \u00a0ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyadad\u0131?
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\n – Bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa adam bir az s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir. O adamlar ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 olurdu, onlar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n o yerin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc ki, orda n\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q var, \u00a0n\u0259 d\u0259 xatir\u0259. Orda ayd\u0131n m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259r var, karyera var, \u00a0qazanmaq m\u0259qs\u0259di var. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, m\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259dim. M\u0259n qald\u0131m \u00e7ay\u0131n bu t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259, onlar ke\u00e7di o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 v\u0259 \u00e7ox uzaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. Bu \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015f a\u00e7a bilmir\u0259m. Bir vaxtlar s\u00f6hb\u0259tim tutdu\u011fu adamlar\u0131 indi tan\u0131ya \u00a0bilmir\u0259m. Nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdil\u0259r? Niy\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdil\u0259r? M\u0259niml\u0259 oturan, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259n ax\u0131 bu adam deyildi? H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, fiziki c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n sif\u0259tl\u0259ri d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n Fikr\u0259t Qocayla bir gec\u0259 K\u00fcr \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n, o bir t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcb ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m. Bunu yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq olarm\u0131?\n<\/p>\n

\n Dost bir az q\u0259liz s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi. Bizim n\u0259sild\u0259 cox maraql\u0131 adam Yusif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu idi. Sabir \u018fhm\u0259dli yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 idi, amma maraql\u0131 adam deyildi. Maraql\u0131 insanla, maraql\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 f\u0259rqlidi. Mirz\u0259 C\u0259lil he\u00e7 maraql\u0131 insan deyildi, amma maraql\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 idi. Amma \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi budur ki, bir d\u0259 ay\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, s\u0259nin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259nin tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n adam deyil. \u018fxlaq\u0131 da ba\u015fqad\u0131. M\u0259n niy\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131m \u00f6z n\u0259slimd\u0259n? Kim ist\u0259y\u0259r bu ya\u015fda dost itir\u0259? M\u0259cbur\u0259n ayr\u0131lmal\u0131 oldum. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm bunlar tamam ba\u015fqad\u0131. M\u0259nim bunlarla bir yerd\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131m m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. A\u00e7\u0131q deyir\u0259m, bu yax\u0131nlarda Finlandiyadan iki qad\u0131n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 orda \u00e7\u0131xan kitablar\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdik. Ayr\u0131landa onlar da a\u011flad\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259yim adamlar onlar idi, getdil\u0259r. Az\u0259rbaycan m\u00fchitind\u0259 \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi budur ki, \u00a030-cu ill\u0259rd\u0259n qalan, o qorxunun hesab\u0131na m\u00fcst\u0259qil yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fcnsiy\u0259t problemi olub. \u0130nsan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qorxur. C\u0259miyy\u0259t h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q saxtala\u015f\u0131b. Ayd\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri biz\u0259 yalan kimi qand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Do\u011frunu yalan \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 t\u0259bli\u011f edirl\u0259r. Eynil\u0259 George Orwellin “1984” \u0259s\u0259ri indi Az\u0259rbaycanda ba\u015f verir. M\u0259n art\u0131q bunu \u00e7oxdan hiss edir\u0259m. Y\u0259ni insanlar insani keyfiyy\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaqla\u015f\u0131blar. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n Erm\u0259nistanda sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Bunu yazanda ehtiyatl\u0131 yaz\u0131n ki, bird\u0259n yen\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r erm\u0259nil\u0259ri t\u0259bli\u011f edir. Onlar\u0131n ziyal\u0131 m\u00fchitind\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Ax\u015fam nec\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmaqlar\u0131n\u0131, nec\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259kl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Ora s\u0131rf i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131lar. O m\u00fchit\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259min vaxt heyr\u0259t etdim ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda niy\u0259 bel\u0259 bir m\u00fchit yoxdu? Az\u0259rbaycanda m\u0259n\u0259vi \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t art\u0131q m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.\n<\/p>\n

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\n \u00a0– \u018fkr\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim, Az\u0259rbaycan oxucusundan n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 raz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? Az\u0259rbaycan oxucusu b\u0259dii c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n sizi qane edirmi? Nec\u0259 bilirsiz, sizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilibl\u0259r, duya bilibl\u0259r?
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\n – M\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yibl\u0259r. \u00a0Zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n real taleyini yazm\u0131\u015fam, Az\u0259rbaycan insan\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcsib\u0259tini, \u00e7\u0259tinliyini \u00a0yazm\u0131\u015fam. Oturub \u201cBe\u015f m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evin alt\u0131nc\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259si\u201dni yazmam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259nas\u0131z \u015feyl\u0259r yazmam\u0131\u015fam. \u018flimi k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259m el\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r yazsam. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki, yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n taleyi kimi oxusunlar. Abstrakt, m\u00fcc\u0259rr\u0259d m\u00f6vzu yazmam\u0131\u015fam. Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131nda insan taleyi var. M\u0259nim \u00e7ox \u0259ziz yaz\u0131lar\u0131mdan biri “Yas yerind\u0259n reportaj”d\u0131. \u00a0Ziyal\u0131 taleyi var orda. M\u0259nim tale yaz\u0131lar\u0131mdan biri d\u0259 \u00a0“\u00dcr\u0259k yaman \u015feydir” yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131. Orda m\u0259nim taleyimd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedir.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – Y\u0259ni, bizim oxucular sizi ist\u0259diyiniz q\u0259d\u0259r duymay\u0131b. M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259dii c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n deyir\u0259m…
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\n – Xeyr. Lap el\u0259 son \u0259s\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259k. Biri tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ma deyib ki, \u018fkr\u0259m \u018flisli o n\u0259di yaz\u0131b? O da sual verib ki, s\u0259n o \u0259s\u0259ri oxumusan? Deyib yox. Bu t\u0259rzd\u0259 yana\u015fma var. Oxumuyubsa, yana\u015fmas\u0131 ayd\u0131nd\u0131. Burda m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b bir \u015fey yoxdu. Amma o biri \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimin d\u0259 laz\u0131m\u0131nca ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. \u0130nsan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 sad\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yazasan, amma anla\u015f\u0131lmaya. Orda n\u0259 var ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u0259m\u0259li? Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ri m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259lir. Qad\u0131n\u0131n mat\u0259mi ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u018fri m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 qad\u0131n sevinm\u0259liydi, amma k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir. \u018fri m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259n qad\u0131n obraz\u0131n\u0131 kim yarada bil\u0259r? Bunun s\u0259b\u0259bi odu ki, qad\u0131n \u0259rini sevm\u0259yib. Elementar \u015feyl\u0259ri anlam\u0131rlar.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – \u018fkr\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz ba\u015fqa dill\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunmusunuz. Son d\u00f6vrl\u0259ri demir\u0259m, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturam. Sizin \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri \u00a0sovet xalqlar\u0131n\u0131n, \u015e\u0259rqi Avropa xalqlar\u0131n\u0131n dill\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 edibl\u0259r. Nec\u0259 bilirsiz, sizi harda yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r, sizi harda daha cox hiss edibl\u0259r?
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\n – M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u0259n \u00e7ox Rusiyada. Yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir, \u018fziz Nesin Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc \u018fziz Nesinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ki, bizim \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimizi T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ap el\u0259mirl\u0259r. O da \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fib dedi ki, gedin b\u00f6y\u00fck qap\u0131dan g\u0259lin. O vaxt \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck qap\u0131s\u0131 Moskva idi.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – H\u0259r bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n camaat t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n q\u0259bul edilmi\u015f m\u0259\u015fhur \u0259s\u0259ri olur, bir d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fccl\u00fc hesab el\u0259diyi \u0259s\u0259r olur. Sizi laz\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r oxumu\u015fam. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259s\u0259riniz “A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259”di. Siz nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcz, \u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259s\u0259riniz hans\u0131d\u0131?
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\n – “A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259”d\u0259 b\u0259zi m\u0259qamlar s\u0259nin q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259zizdi. \u018fn g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259m, birinci “Bir misran\u0131n yuxusu”nu \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130kinci “G\u00fcll\u00fc paltar m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc”n\u00fc dey\u0259rdim. “A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259”d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n yerl\u0259r d\u0259 var, z\u0259if g\u0259l\u0259n yerl\u0259r d\u0259.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – \u018fkr\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcz, h\u0259r \u015feyi yazm\u0131s\u0131z?
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\n – “Da\u011flar deyir ki soyuqdu” povestim haqq\u0131nda \u00c7ingiz H\u00fcseynov yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu \u018fkr\u0259min \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli \u0259s\u0259rdi. Ancaq oxucular nec\u0259 s\u00fckutla ke\u00e7dil\u0259r bu \u0259s\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n. O povesti \u00a0yazanda hiss el\u0259dim ki, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox yazmal\u0131yam.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – Povestd\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yan \u018fkr\u0259m \u018fylisli g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Siyasi bax\u0131mdan deyil, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q bax\u0131m\u0131ndan. Orda bo\u011fulan \u018fkr\u0259m \u018fylisli g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Daha c\u0259sar\u0259tli yazmaq olard\u0131. Bilmir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o d\u00fcnyan\u0131 tam da\u011f\u0131tma\u011fa \u0259liniz g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz daha yax\u015f\u0131 bil\u0259rsiniz…
\n <\/b>\n<\/p>\n

\n – Seymur, \u00a0bu g\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan bir m\u0259n\u0259vi bo\u011funtu i\u00e7ind\u0259dis\u0259, \u0259s\u0259rim nec\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr yaz\u0131la bil\u0259rdi? M\u0259n bo\u011fulmaqda olan, itm\u0259kd\u0259 olan d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015fam. \u018fs\u0259r \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r \u0259s\u0259rdi.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – \u018fkr\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim bir sual da verim. Sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 niy\u0259 bizd\u0259 sovet respublikalar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259yi s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259, ham\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131ya bil\u0259c\u0259yi s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 yeti\u015fm\u0259yib? Ham\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunub. He\u00e7 kim dey\u0259 bilm\u0259z m\u0259ni n\u0259\u015fr etm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Bu yax\u0131nlarda Tiflisd\u0259 bazarda g\u0259z\u0259rk\u0259n \u0130lyas \u018ff\u0259ndiyevin \u201cMoladaya Qvardiya\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f kitab\u0131yla rastla\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259tta bu g\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan oxucular\u0131na ad\u0131 m\u0259lum olmayan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n bel\u0259 o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 15-20 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri ba\u015fqa dill\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunub. B\u0259s niy\u0259 bizd\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259yi, tan\u0131ya bil\u0259c\u0259yi s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131? Tutaq ki, Aytmatov kimi\u2026
\n <\/b>\n<\/p>\n

\n – M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, Aytmatov rusca yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 geni\u015f yay\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130kincisi, Aytmatovun yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 taleyi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir g\u00f6st\u0259rici deyil. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u015euk\u015fin ondan daha yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131. \u00c7ingiz Aytmatov m\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt c\u0259lb etm\u0259yib.\n<\/p>\n

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\n – M\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti Aytmatov \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurmaq ist\u0259mirdim, sad\u0259c\u0259 misal olaraq dedim…
\n <\/b>\n<\/p>\n

\n – M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 olan\u0131 deyir\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n \u00c7ingiz Aytmatovun “\u018flvida G\u00fclsar\u0131” \u0259s\u0259rini \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etmi\u015fdim. \u018fs\u0259ri t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259rk\u0259n onu bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olaraq g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ingiz Aytmatovun \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7obanla raykom katibi \u00e7\u0259tin dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. M\u0259n m\u0259cbur oldum ora bir az \u0259lav\u0259l\u0259r etdim. Aytmatov \u00fczd\u0259 olan \u015feyl\u0259ri yaz\u0131b. \u00c7ingizi d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyil..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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