{"id":165673,"date":"2014-10-23T04:14:07","date_gmt":"2014-10-23T04:14:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.meydan.tv\/article\/menim-cinayetim\/"},"modified":"2014-10-23T04:14:07","modified_gmt":"2014-10-23T04:14:07","slug":"menim-cinayetim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.meydan.tv\/az\/article\/menim-cinayetim\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259nim cinay\u0259tim"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\n Yox, s\u00f6hb\u0259t h\u0259bsim\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan hadis\u0259d\u0259n getmir. He\u00e7 h\u00f6rm\u0259tli P\u0259nah H\u00fcseynin \u201cCinay\u0259timiz m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259timizdir\u201d tipli f\u0259ls\u0259fi yana\u015fmas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda da deyil. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n t\u00f6r\u0259tdiyim, lakin c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259diyim bir su\u00e7 haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam.\n<\/p>\n

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\n 1987-ci il idi. O zaman h\u0259l\u0259 S.M.Kirov ad\u0131na Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universiteti adlanan indiki BDU-nun I kursunu bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bizi h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fyani \u015f\u00f6b\u0259d\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r aparma\u011fa yaln\u0131z 1989-cu ild\u0259, m\u0259h h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra son qoyuldu. O zaman is\u0259 yaln\u0131z 2 g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft vard\u0131: \u0259yani \u015f\u00f6b\u0259nin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri pay\u0131z \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131na c\u0259lb olunmurdular v\u0259 kursu tam bitirsinl\u0259r dey\u0259 – iyunun son g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 semestr imtahanlar\u0131 bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259sg\u0259r apar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259ni d\u0259 iyunun 29-da Bil\u0259c\u0259ri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Art\u0131q ert\u0259si g\u00fcn Tbilisid\u0259, sovet silahl\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rinin 1 sayl\u0131 alay\u0131nda idim. Bu alay t\u0259lim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulmu\u015fdu, rusca u\u00e7ebka deyilirdi. Yeni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar burada 5-6 ay t\u0259lim ke\u00e7ir, sonra is\u0259 Zaqafqaziya h\u0259rbi dair\u0259sinin hiss\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilirdil\u0259r. Ya\u015fayanlar bilir, t\u0259lim alay\u0131nda h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7ir. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259pik d\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259n, n\u00fcv\u0259 v\u0259 kimy\u0259vi silahdan m\u00fcdafi\u0259y\u0259q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u00fcdafi\u0259 \u00fcsullar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nims\u0259yirs\u0259n, sutkan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 v\u0259 qaranl\u0131q vaxtlar\u0131nda avtomat silahlardan v\u0259 h\u0259rbi texnikadan (bizd\u0259 bu BMP-2 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 idi) at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nirs\u0259n, h\u00fccum v\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 taktikas\u0131na yiy\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n v\u0259 s. v\u0259. i.a.
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\n M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 bu t\u0259liml\u0259r daha da a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7di.
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\n Niy\u0259sini izah etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ha\u015fiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131 olaca\u011fam.
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\n Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin 9-cu sinfinin sonlar\u0131nda 2 d\u0259f\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m m\u00f6hk\u0259m burxulmu\u015fdu. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bin pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rini qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a en\u0259rk\u0259n, ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m aras\u0131nda \u00e7empion oldu\u011fum h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u0259 tullanmaq m\u0259\u015fqi ed\u0259rk\u0259n. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259rsl\u0259r bit\u0259nd\u0259n 10-15 g\u00fcn sonra axsama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. L\u0259nk\u0259randa ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259kim\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdims\u0259, faydas\u0131 olmad\u0131. 5 aydan \u00e7ox axsaya-axsaya g\u0259zdim. Yaln\u0131z n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259rs ilinin noyabr t\u0259tilind\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim m\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya apard\u0131lar. Burada t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat hesabl\u0131 poliklinikada (bak\u0131l\u0131lar \u201cplatnaya poliklinika\u201d deyiridil\u0259r) S\u0259f\u0259rov soyadl\u0131 h\u0259kim topu\u011fuma ani n\u0259z\u0259r salmaqla \u201cdamar dart\u0131lmas\u0131\u201d diaqnozu qoydu v\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259rzind\u0259 tam m\u00fcalic\u0259 etdi. Art\u0131q h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u0259 d\u0259 tullana bilirdim, futbol v\u0259 voleybol oynaya da. T\u0259kc\u0259 dabanl\u0131 ayaqqab\u0131 geyinmirdim. Bel\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131da bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259z\u0259n kimi topu\u011fumda yor\u011funluq v\u0259 k\u00fct a\u011fr\u0131 hiss edirdim. Lakin \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 ba\u015fqa se\u00e7imim yox idi, ham\u0131ya sapoq vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.
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\n H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flama\u011f\u0131mdan t\u0259xmin\u0259n bir ay sonra \u2013 iyulun 27-d\u0259 s\u0259hra y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 (polevoy v\u0131xod) \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Yand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin alt\u0131nda saatlarla v\u0259 kilometrl\u0259rl\u0259 eni\u015f-yoxu\u015flu yol getdik. Su qablar\u0131 art\u0131q ilk vaxtlarda, hava h\u0259l\u0259 tam q\u0131zmam\u0131\u015f bo\u015falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qalan saatlarda dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131z susuzluqdan \u00e7at vermi\u015fdi. Ax\u015f\u00e7am\u00fcst\u00fc bir g\u00f6l\u00fcn sahilin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131q, \u00e7imm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 verdil\u0259r. O q\u0259d\u0259r susa\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin bir \u00e7oxu edil\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131\u011fa r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, g\u00f6l\u00fcn suyundan i\u015fdil\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fcz iki qurtum vurdum. T\u0259xmin\u0259n bir saat sonra ma\u015f\u0131nla i\u00e7m\u0259li su g\u0259tirildi, t\u0259\u015fn\u0259mizi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fck. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r istisnas\u0131z olaraq, b\u0259rbad g\u00fcnd\u0259 idil\u0259r. Kimisini isti, kimisini g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f vurmu\u015fdu, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n\u0259k idi, qanayanlar bel\u0259 vard\u0131. Bak\u0131dan olan bir \u0259sg\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 ruhi pozuntu \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri meydana g\u0259ldi. T\u0259cili hospitala apard\u0131lar v\u0259 onu daha g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. M\u0259nim is\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131mda q\u0259fil a\u011fr\u0131 peyda oldu, axsama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.
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\n Y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7di, a\u011fr\u0131 is\u0259 ke\u00e7mirdi. B\u0259db\u0259xtlikd\u0259n zahir\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131mda h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda idi. N\u0259 yara vard\u0131, n\u0259 \u015fi\u015f, n\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u0259lam\u0259t. H\u0259kim\u0259 gedirdim, m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b \u201csimulyasiya el\u0259m\u0259\u201d deyirdi. \u018fs\u0259b m\u0259ni bo\u011furdu, anlatmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n yay\u0131nmaq namin\u0259 simulyantl\u0131q ed\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r aciz deyil\u0259m. Ancaq inanmayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. 3 aydan art\u0131q bel\u0259 davam etdi. Ev\u0259 d\u0259 bu haqda yazm\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018fvv\u0259la fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, bilib n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, yaln\u0131z rahatl\u0131qlar\u0131 pozulacaq. Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 bizl\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n ev\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t yazma\u011f\u0131n utancverici h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t olmas\u0131 ruhunda formala\u015fm\u0131\u015f g\u0259nclik idik. \u018fslind\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn olan bu yana\u015fma m\u0259nim n\u00fcmun\u0259md\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259rli deyildi. Ax\u0131 m\u0259nim \u015fikay\u0259tim h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n deyil, s\u0259hh\u0259timd\u0259n idi. Cahillik…
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\n Noyabr\u0131n ortalar\u0131nda m\u0259ni tibbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Burada tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir podpolkovnik m\u0259ni xidm\u0259tim, s\u0259hh\u0259tim bar\u0259d\u0259 sor\u011fu-suala tutdu. \u015e\u0259xsim\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bu diqq\u0259td\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k suallara cavab verdim, aya\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131dan \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259ndim. Podpolkovnik tibbi hiss\u0259nin r\u0259isi il\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131ma baxd\u0131lar. R\u0259is yen\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259hl\u0259mi t\u00f6k\u0259n kinay\u0259 il\u0259 q\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Y\u0259ni ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. Podpolkovnik bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. Noyabr\u0131n 26-da is\u0259 m\u0259ni yenid\u0259n tibbi hissi\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 H\u0259rbi diar\u0259nin m\u0259rk\u0259zi hospital\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Yaln\u0131z bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra, hospitalda evl\u0259 telefonla dan\u0131\u015fark\u0259n ba\u015f vermi\u015f d\u0259yi\u015fikliyin s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. S\u0259n dem\u0259, hospital\u0131n r\u0259isi, milliyy\u0259tc\u0259 yunan olan Pavel Qarag\u00f6zov bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t L\u0259nk\u0259randa xidm\u0259t ke\u00e7ib, day\u0131mla yax\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri olub. Bir g\u00fcn day\u0131m ona z\u0259ng edib, hal-\u0259hval tutublar, s\u00f6zaras\u0131 m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda deyib. Sonra da az \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verib, evd\u0259 m\u0259nim axsad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilibl\u0259r. Telefonda etiraf ed\u0259nd\u0259 ki, 4 ayd\u0131r axsay\u0131ram, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 xeyli danlaq, t\u00f6hm\u0259t ya\u011fd\u0131.
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\n Bel\u0259c\u0259, 1-ci alayda t\u0259lim m\u00fcdd\u0259timiz art\u0131q ba\u015fa \u00e7atmaq v\u0259 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 paylanmaq \u00fczr\u0259 ik\u0259n hospitala apar\u0131ld\u0131m. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 arxamca g\u0259l\u0259n v\u0259 M\u0131za kimi q\u0259rib\u0259 soyadl\u0131 podpolkovnikin r\u0259is m\u00fcavini oldu\u011fu infeksion b\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fdl\u0259r burada is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 istirah\u0259t edirdim, aya\u011f\u0131mla maraqlanan yox idi. Yaln\u0131z bir aydan sa \u00e7ox vaxt ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, 1988-ci ilin yanvar\u0131nda topu\u011fum \u015fi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 ki, bu da b\u00f6y\u00fck sevincim\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. \u018fvv\u0259la, simulyant olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcbuta yetdi, ikincisi d\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n problemim\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetiril\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmid yarand\u0131. Yanvar\u0131n sonunda x\u00fcsusi kimossiya rentgen v\u0259 dig\u0259r m\u00fcayin\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra topu\u011fuma maye y\u0131\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda diaqnoz qoydu v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunmam bar\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259y verdi. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 fevral\u0131n 1-d\u0259 m\u0259ni infeksion b\u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r, fevral\u0131n 4-d\u0259 is\u0259 c\u0259rrahiyy\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yi tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.
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\n Qoyulan diaqnoz m\u0259n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259di. Ax\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki x\u0259sar\u0259tim zaman\u0131 \u00e7oxlu yanl\u0131\u015f diaqnozlarla \u00fcz\u015fl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131n z\u0259ruriliyi haqq\u0131nda.
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\n 1-ci alaya g\u0259ldikd\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim ki, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259timi davam etdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni Bil\u0259c\u0259riy\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulub. Oradan da Az\u0259rbaycanda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 t\u0259yin olunmal\u0131 idim. Bu m\u00fcsb\u0259t x\u0259b\u0259r hospitala qay\u0131tmaq plan\u0131ma yenid\u0259n baxma\u011fa s\u00f6vq etdi. Ax\u0131 Bil\u0259c\u0259rid\u0259n Bak\u0131ya, doktor S\u0259f\u0259rovun yan\u0131na getm\u0259k olard\u0131. Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, Bil\u0259c\u0259riy\u0259 t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na, kims\u0259nin m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259ti olmadan ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, q\u0259ti q\u0259rar g\u0259ldim. Alay\u0131n q\u0259rargah\u0131nda hospitala qay\u0131tmaq g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fi bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259yib h\u0259rbi biletimi, yol v\u0259siq\u0259sini v\u0259 dig\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri ald\u0131m. Fevral\u0131n 2-d\u0259 Tbilisi-Bak\u0131 qatar\u0131na oturub yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
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\n Yol v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259sini alandan bir c\u0259h\u0259t diqq\u0259timi c\u0259lb etmi\u015fdi: yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k v\u0259 Bil\u0259c\u0259riy\u0259 getm\u0259li oldu\u011fum tarixl\u0259r (2 v\u0259 3 fevral) r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ehtimal\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ksin\u0259 olaraq m\u00f6t\u0259riz\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259krar edilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu fakt\u0131 fiks\u0259 ed\u0259nd\u0259n beynim\u0259 girmi\u015fdi ki, tarixl\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 \u201c1\u201d r\u0259q\u0259mi \u0259lav\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259, onlar\u0131 12 v\u0259 13 fevrala d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k, bel\u0259c\u0259 Bak\u0131da 10 g\u00fcn art\u0131q qalmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t is\u0259 ba\u015fqa xo\u015f m\u0259qamlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r, tam m\u00fcalic\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kifay\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Ehtiyatl\u0131l\u0131q is\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131 ki, h\u00f6kum\u0259ti bel\u0259 asanl\u0131qla aldatmaq olmaz, hans\u0131sa yolla \u0259m\u0259lim \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259r. O zaman is\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131yacaqd\u0131. Zarafat deyil, 3 g\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131q h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n yay\u0131nma\u011f\u0131n cinay\u0259t say\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cdisbat\u201d adlanan c\u0259rim\u0259 batayonu il\u0259 c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 halda, 10 g\u00fcn ortadan qeyb olacaqd\u0131m. Uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra risk etm\u0259yi q\u0259rara ald\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 onunla haqq qazand\u0131rd\u0131m ki, yanl\u0131\u015f diaqnozla \u0259m\u0259liyyat ets\u0259ydil\u0259r, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 tamamil\u0259 yarars\u0131z hala sal\u0131na bil\u0259rdim. \u0130ndi is\u0259 c\u0259mi 10 g\u00fcn yay\u0131n\u0131ram.
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\n El\u0259 Bak\u0131ya \u00e7atan kimi qohumlargild\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r istirah\u0259t edib, t\u0259\u011fyiri-libas oldum, y\u0259ni m\u00fclki paltar geyib, doktor S\u0259f\u0259rovun q\u0259buluna getdim. Onun qoydu\u011fu diaqnoz \u2013 ya di\u015fd\u0259n, ya da qidadan ke\u00e7\u0259n infeksiya \u2013 m\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259ti \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 do\u011furmad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki d\u0259rhal o d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli 27 iyul g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6ld\u0259n i\u00e7diyim iki qurtum suyu xat\u0131rlad\u0131m.
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\n 10 g\u00fcn m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259 ambulator m\u00fcalic\u0259 olundum. Onu da deyim ki, bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u00fcalic\u0259y\u0259 tam yetm\u0259di, h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t yerimd\u0259 yen\u0259 davam etdi. Bununla bel\u0259, a\u011fr\u0131m xeyli azalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yaln\u0131z \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131qda aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim sezilirdi. Ali m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0131\u015f t\u0259tili bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn universitet\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdim. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 durub t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n dekan\u0131m\u0131z Yaqub Mahmudovla rastla\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 aram\u0131zda bel\u0259 bir dialoq oldu:
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\n – S\u0259n bizim t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259miz deyils\u0259n?
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\n – B\u0259li, Yaqub m\u00fc\u0259llim.
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\n – D\u0259rs\u0259 niy\u0259 girm\u0259mis\u0259n?
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\n – M\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259y\u0259m, m\u0259zumiyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
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\n – H\u0259\u0259… Lap yax\u015f\u0131. Amma, bala, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259tini el\u0259 buralarda ke\u00e7irm\u0259, qohum-\u0259qrabana da bir ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k!
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\n F\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n, daha do\u011frusu, sovet ordusundan \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m 10 g\u00fcn bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda ke\u00e7di. Fevral\u0131n 1-d\u0259 \u0259ynimd\u0259 h\u0259rbi forma, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 t\u0259la\u015f, \u201cg\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 min bir sual\u201d s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n, qatardan indic\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi Bil\u0259c\u0259ri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259 yolland\u0131m. Burada yol v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259sini ald\u0131lar, baxd\u0131lar v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259dil\u0259r. Bununla bel\u0259, yeni xidm\u0259t yerin\u0259 t\u0259yinat al\u0131b oradan \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259li idim. H\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259m\u0259limin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. Lakin he\u00e7 bir \u015fey ba\u015f verm\u0259di v\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259tdiyim su\u00e7 c\u0259zas\u0131z qald\u0131.
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\n Bil\u0259c\u0259rid\u0259n m\u0259ni G\u0259nc\u0259 diviziyas\u0131na, oradan da Xank\u0259ndin\u0259, ad\u0131 sonralar tariximiz\u0259 qara h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f 366-c\u0131 alaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r. Ax\u015fam saatlar\u0131nda alay\u0131n q\u0259rargah\u0131na daxil olark\u0259n h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015f tutmu\u015f mitinq haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri e\u015fitdim. Fevral\u0131n 13-d\u0259 Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f Muxtar Vilay\u0259tinin Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n t\u0259rkibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131laraq Erm\u0259nistana verilm\u0259si t\u0259l\u0259bi il\u0259 ilk mitinq ke\u00e7irilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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